stuck in reverse ; i will try to fix you




Sunday, March 18, 2007

wohoo! it has been a long long time even since i start coming back to this webby again, life has been sososo busy, cuz stupid mi made a stupid choice and go to a JC. J2 was super duper stress up will homework which i dun even understand a single shit and need to take hours to finish it. feel extremely stupid. while, i admit that i'm not so working as the rest but i swear i have tried my very best to be hardworking, cuz i'm not born to br a mugger.

back again to my isolated blog to make it alive again so that i can throw all my troubles in it again. it's the best trash bin in the world you know, cuz it wun find you a nag. you can type everytink, anytink, no matter wat, it just take and digest it. many tinks happen in these 2 months, fail my common test, gt a bad result for my chinese As. many disappointing stuff, dun wish to mention them further.

recently, my brother was sent to the boy's home, i'm one of the culprit who sent him there, he trusted mi so much but yet, i actually do this to him, i noe he wun forgive mi for wat i do, i have cheated his feeling and take away his freedom. the moment he was took inside the court, my tears start flowing, he didnt turn back, just walk into the place where he could never imagine, how can i understand the pain that he was feeling, when he knew that all his families have actually planning in the dark to bring him in to a place where it was not suppose to be meant for him? i really duno wat to do...

& 9:23 AM
stuck in reverse