stuck in reverse ; i will try to fix you




Monday, January 08, 2007

a new year and this will be my very first post of this brand new year. i have been sososo busy ever since the school reopen, like everyday, no matter how hard i try, there are still tons of unfinished homework , this really pisses mi off. all these stress that i m having is really crazy, this year is much more tougher than the pervious year, even since the first day of school, my days ae packed wth tutorials and lecture, dun even have the time to breathe. teacher is always there pressing us with work and it really make mi lke a mad woman everyday, struggling to finish my work.
really hate this lifestyle lohx, everyday end school at around 5.30 no time to rest and there i am dealing with all my work again. sianed, how long must i have to endure all these, really hate it lohx. all these stress pile up, higher and higher and today, it really make my day liao. was quite ok for the first half of the day, dan, i was really tired but still have a long way b4 school end, so i have to enure with all my mind, and make mi kinda of moody today, make mi hate all of the tinks around mi, everytink. dun ask mi why, cuz ppl will feel moody every nw and then and they just duno why, just hate it the life they are in. to make myself feel better, i went to buy ice cream for myself, cuz sweet stuffs will make ppl feel better mahx, but, it was of no use. i am stil as moody as b4, at moment, i just feel like crying out loud, let the sound cover all the stress and tears drown all the sorrow...

" just take mi near the sun and keep mi away from the rain, cause now i'm all alone in this cold and freezing hole of sorrow... save mi, i really need you bfore... "

& 6:09 PM
stuck in reverse