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Thursday, August 31, 2006

yeah... tink 2dae was e best dae i have for e past few mths loh, no studyin, no lectures, nth! all i do 2dae was juz to have fun... watch a sch concert in e morning ( some of my class guys gt perform and teachers too ), carnival (ate lots of tinkz ) and dan go back to bowen( saw my techers n 4e2 class gatherin). i reali did enjoy myself very much lohx, and i nw soo tired le, soo i decide to blog e details some other dae, mayb tml or sth bahx, cuz my frnez haven sent mi e photos yet...

aniwae, was surfin e net juz nw, saw some meaninful and lovely quotes and thought tat i shld share will ppl... so here dey are...

" Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do. "

" My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You! "

" It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,but its also true that we don't know what we've been missing on until it arrives. "

" Love wasn't put in your heart to stay, because Love isn't Love until you give it away. "

" Love can touch just one time, but it can last for a life time. "

" If you love someone, tell them... for hearts are often broken by words left unspoken. "

"You can't Buy Love But you can Pay Heavily for It. "

" Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go. "

" Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. "

" Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul. "

" The part that hurts me the most, is knowing that I once had you and then lost you... "

" Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult. "

" The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go, and knowing when to say goodbye. "

" Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours. "

" It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye. "

tis quotes reali did make mi realise sometink... one last heartbreak, plz make tis e last tym love hurts...

& 11:42 PM
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

nt feelin too well for tis few daes but still, ned to study like hell for e tests, cann somebody juz save mi fr all tis shit? my time is so pack, soo sooo pack tat, i dun tink i can grab a tink chance to breathe... boy boy sae my blog full of slingish, abit dun understand, but tat's my style mah, muz try to get use to it.

ya, kinda blog a poem yesterdae, i tink it is nt too bad, at least it brings out my feelings. see... i am quite okk in my language wan k? still get write poem leh, is only tat i dun wana sound soo formal mah. sianz... tml gt some kuku course and i am goin all alone, mi alone sia, tink i gotta struggle tru it le...

hmm, nt much tink to blog sia, aniwae, tink i will try to blog mre poem cuz i tink it is kinda cool, dun u tink so?

& 8:26 PM
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Monday, August 28, 2006

" can you hear my heart breaks?

it shatters like a glass in front of you.

it sounded so loud, so sharp, yet so deep

till all my tears dried up.

i tried to call out to you,

but you just couldn't seem to care.

they were drowned with our past,

and i was left behind.

all alone, all alone in this deserted island,

with only your back in sight... "

& 10:46 PM
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Saturday, August 26, 2006

here i am, once again... haha, soo high nw sia, oso duno why leh... hmm, muz be a bit siao le, cuz gt a very very tragic news, MY HP SPOIL LIAO! haiz, oso duno why will spoil sia, i msg until half way dan suddenly hang, so i off it n open again, dan all e keypads cant sensnor laioz... ke lian de wo, my mummy sae 2 mre mths dan my plan 2 yrs liao dan ask mi to wait... hiaz... how do i live without you, my dear hp ar, wat to do, i bo bian muz beg my sis to lend mi hers...

dun talk abt tat liaoz, change topic, change topic. 2dae mi, joe, wendy n jg went to buy sm's present, dan botak n raymon was around tat area so, we went to shop around 2gethe lohz... hehe, we walk for quite sometym dan finally decide to buy him e jacket frm e 77th street, cuz he wan jacket eith e hook mah, nowadays lyk very difficult to find liao, soo very little choices, hope he lyk it bahx...

dan we went to hougang mall dere n eat black pepper lunch, to wait for sm dey all soo dat can pass him e present mah, cuz e jacket is a little heavy lah, dun feel lyk givin him another mah, actuali when we were waitin for dem rite, i wana study de, but hor, e maclaurin tinky rite, i reali dun understand a single tink lah, soo i juz sit dwn dere n stone and look at e notes... haha, but dan wendy gt notice so she stop doin her work n accompany go shop around... wendy, xie xie ni...

after dat, we feel kinda tired le, soo sit at e mac and wait for sm dey all, until 7 plus dan cum loh... sm lyk didnt quite lyk e present sia, oh ya, gary was with him and we found out dat gary speak lyk wp loh, super funny sia, my two 'mei mei' speak alike... dan, actuali we were suppose to go hm de, but dan mi n wendy decide to follow behind deir back lyk e PI, cuz sm alwats dun wana let others noe where he live mah, soo we tink tat we shld find out 2dae... e process was thrillin and fun, very excitin, especially when u thought tat dey noe u r followin dem but actuali dey are nt. finally, after some tym, we manage to follow sm until his block area and noe which floor he live in, haha, we clever rite, nex tym can go be PI liaoz...

at night, after i reached hm rite my mum sae e indian god, duno wat has an small event below my block, soo we went dwn to see, cuz last year we went mah, e tink was grand n lots of ppl were prayin and e best part is, i can get to see my p6 form teacher mr bala again, he was helpin out wif his bro every year mah. long long tym nv c him liao, so when i saw him i was very happy lah, cuz he still rmb mi and h\see tat he is very happy for mi, i was very proud of myself, at least i nv dissapoint one of my teacher n went to a jc... mayb tat explain my high mood nw bahx... kinda late le, ned to go do hw lohx, sianzzz, wat a no life life ar...

& 12:21 AM
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Thursday, August 24, 2006

the tym table for 2dae has been change to fri's tym table liaox... cuz tml we gt noo sch... cool rite, gt long weekends to rest liao, but still muz study a bit lah. 2dae, we have PE, but e session is lyk kinda short lah cuz gt e first part gt briefin mah, but dan oso gt lah, becuz gt nt enough tym rite, miss lam let us play e games we wan, dan we play badminton! yeah... cuz i long long tym nv play, soo i have quite alot of fun , but only play for half an hour nia, kinda short sia...

although 2dae is fri tym hor, but still gt phy SPA lohx, sianz rite? hiaz... bo bian, whu ask i am student leh? sae until e SPA i dan sian ar, sm n jh dey all already tel mi lyk, almost everytink, i still can screw e whole tink up, i'm reali pro rite? wat SI units, constant lah, all dose silly stupid mistake, i gt put in effort loh, but still hiaz... already quite sad over tat tink liao, dan sumre my classmate e 'monster' lah, if ur noe whu, hear somewan callin him tis in lecture, aiya, tat's nt e pt lah, he rite, still dwn dere sae i stupid loh, wat he nv strudy oso can score better dan mi, i noe i stupid lah, but oso no ned lyk tat sae rite? i alredy very sad over my SPA liao leh... nv study meh, dan still borrow my notes for wat? bluff ppl nia, duo pao sian...

after tat, we went singin, actuali dun feel lyk goin de, cuz no mood mah, but dey wait for mi for soo long liao, so i go loh, still on e way i was complainin abt e SPA tink lahx... luckily i gt go sing ar, cuz it definitely make mi feel better lohx, cuz in btw cuz many lame tink mah... haha, tat's why nw i nt soo sad liao, still have mood to go friendster see see my frenz photo, haha, real bo liao rite? but i reali dun feel lyk studyin nw mah, mayb later dan go hw bahx... thanx lots to jg, sm, jh, tgan, wp n edmund cuz ur reali cheer mi up alot alot... xie xie ni men, but just nw i gt 'suan' some of ur, hope tat ur dun put it to heart cuz i am juz jokin de...

& 10:12 PM
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Friday, August 18, 2006

actuali dun intend to blog de, cuz ned to do my gp essay to met e deadline tml, but after readin jx's blog, i reali feel very, i duno wat to sae, terrible bahx i guess. so i decided to blog tis down bahx, cuz my xin zhen de hen guo yi bu qu...

i nv once thought tat my action will hurt anyone cuz i will try my very best to make my frenz around mi happy, sometymz, i even come up with very lame and stupid jokes juz to make ppl feel some kinda of entertained. i dun mind being tink as stupid or siao ja bo, if my frenz around mi feel e joy, i will be happy too, tat is wat i tink a frenz shld do, to help frenz to solve their problems, cheer dem up etc.

i reali treat jx as my frenz, i hope she does too, seein her livin in tis misery reali did pain my heart, e worse is, i am e cuz of part of her misery... many a times i saw her wanderin alone, but she was like quite ok to be alone, i rmb e first tym i saw her, she look soo cheerful, soo bright, nv thought tat she has soo much pain. i reali feel very terrible for addin up to her misery, i nv wana hurt anyone de, serious, tat's iz reali hw i behave with my close frenz. if u happen to see tis, i'm reali sorry, if it reali matter soo much, i will try to keep some distance with him whenever we are together...

& 11:59 PM
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

tink it has been a week since i blog liao bahx. sianz... this few daes have been sooooo busy can, cuz durin the long holidae i didnt reali use them fruitfully, so bo bian, muz chong all my homework liaoz... wah... duno why feel soo, aiyo i oso duno hw to sae, lyk gt no mood for everytink sia. but i juz wana sae tat recently e tinkz happening around mi reali make mi believe tat " zhi yao xiang xin, ni xin li suo xiang de, xi wang de, yi ding hui cheng zhen de." soo, muz have faith in urself, believe wat iz impossible to be possible, cuz it will one dae... reali no mood to blog liao, tis i will po zi lu, and have a short blog tis tym...

P.S. TK pai seh, i noe u ask mi nt to blog in hanyupinyin, but u muz understand, becuz of my eng standard, i ned to express sometinks in chi, so muz 'ti liang' mi k?

& 8:53 PM
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006


tis are wat we use to build e sandcastle.


one funny guy n one funny man... cute rite?


my lao po lookin at galz again. hiaz...


wendy.mi


hz.mi


crystal.mi


LM, stop lookin at my big pimple can?


wendy.LM


mi.botak hao.joe


e 3 tired galz.


arrr! my messy hair...


e balloons galz...


e 4 4eva e2rianz...


elaine.joe.desiree.mi


cool ccc's gals...


my class guyz build de, ugly hor...


nice har?


tat's our mission!


SRJC!


our master piece...

actuali yesterdae i wana blog this de, but was too tired le, cuz yesterdae was such a long long dae, by e tym i go hm, i was dead beat... hmm... let's recall wat i did yesterdae...

woke up at 5am, with joe and we went to met up with SM dey all and we went to ECP together. when we reach dere we start gettin ready to teach e rest of our schoolmates to build e sandcastle. i was e IC incharge of e green hus (cant figure out hw to spell), at first, mr tan ask us to do e "hw fast we can gather" try out, its kinda of lame ok, well but we did it aniwae. dan we help to bring all e building kits for diff hus and e whole sandcastle buildin start frm nw...

for e first one hr, i was at e green hus guildin students and some teachers to build e sandcastle. its kinda of weird lah, cuz u lyk duno e ppl dan when u tel dem wat to do it's abit funny mah. still, i try my best to do watever i can lah. after tat, mi n LM went to find my classmates, dey were at e yellow hus section, n dan iz when i started to feel mre relax and have mre fun. durin e process, i can dat some of my class guys are a bit sissy loh, cuz dey lyk dun even wan to use deir bare hands to build e sandcastle, i thought dat only happen to gals? well nvm, but in e end my class manage to finish deir part of e sandcastle.

e news reporter came to film e whole process, and interview e some of e students. but, i was quite disappointed when all e credits went to e students council loh, it e ccc( community champion council) did all e work loh, we had spent daes to go dwn to ECP to lent hw to build sandcastles and oso spent e past sat n sun buildin e master piece but in e end... haiz, nvm lah, as long as can help charity i tink its ok liao bahx.

after tat, we went to bugis, we ate 'ajisan', iz tat hw it is spelled? we were soo hungry tat, i tink e food taste reali gd. dan we went to shop for our bags, and nt long later, mi n wendy decided to but e puma sling bag. at first wendy wana buy e white wan, but she thought tat it was kinda 'lian' soo, we bought e same bag eventuali. it was a brown, rectangular sling bag, i kinda lyk it very much.

later in e late afternoon, mi, wendy n SM met up with jeff and kenny and we went for bowling. mi n wendy nv bowl lah, cuz we gt no money liao, after buyin e bag, and we are no soo gd in bowling, so we gave it a pass. but, we have lots of fun watchin dem bowl cuz jeff n SM was reali funny lah, for e first few tries dey throw e ball directly into e drain lah, but afetr tat dey were qutie ok liao lah. i muz sae, kenny was reali gd yesterdae loh, for each game rite, was all over 100 points loh, zhen shi ren bu ke mao xiang sia.

after 3 games, we went to met up with TK n went to watch fireworks together, it was reali nice, e fireworks reali beauty up e dull sky. dan, we went to eat dinner n it kinda end our dae liao... reali a long dae sia, i quite enjoy myself lah, but in btw tat was tis someone whu spoilt some of our mood lah, still, it was a fruitful dae though.

& 4:46 PM
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Monday, August 07, 2006

e past weekends was lyk wat lah, super duper tired sia... had been buildin sandcastle for e whole of both sat n sun loh, frm 8am to 7pm leh, build until my whole body achin lah, espeacially my back, tink it is goin to break anytym liao... oh ya, somemre i injured my knee again, it juz give way by itself loh, damn siao rite? tis happen on last fri after i had used e new knee guard, sian loh, until nw my knee is still achin sia, mayb it is becuz i do too much squattin and bentin while i was buildin sandcastle liao, tat's why it recover soo slowly loh... haiz... poor mi...

becuz of e sandcastle tink, i nv do my hw durin e weekends loh, cuz i too tired liao, e moment i lay on bed, i fell asleep straight away. but dan 2dae when i go sch, teacher nv scold mi lah, cuz i tink i reali look too tired liao. and guess wat, i oso gt abit of sun burn even with sun block on, ridiculous rite, tink i am reali nt fit to be under e sun bahx...

after sch, tk came to my hus n take e maths bk. when i saw him, i almost cant recognise him loh, he wear a long sleeve shirt, long pants with a tie, i muz sae he look... erm... sooooo different loh, ok lah with abit handsome n smart, tink he reali look good with e office boy outfit, i oso took pics with him... cool rite?



2nite, joe cumin my hus to stay over loh, cuz tml we ned to go eastcoast early in e mornin to build e Singapore " LONGEST SANDCASTLE!" yeah! hope all our hardwork wun cum to a waste, reali hope tat our sand of mission will be a big success.

& 7:02 PM
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

aiyo... since last weekends, i havin been slackin lah, ok lah, e correct word is sleepin. duno wat's e reason, e moment i see my bed, i feel lyk... Zzz.Zzz..Zzz... haiz... is this some kinda of disease? tis mornin went to doctor's appointment, and guess wat, i need no go back for checkup liao, but until further notice lah... yeah! ok lah, but still ned to go back for physio lah... e doc asked mi buy some duno wat knee guard sia, it cost $150+ loh, soo ex rite? almost faint when i heard e price, but my mum was soo keen on buyin it, n in e end, we bought it. god... gonna wear e super ugly guard durin PE, sianz, tink of it makes mi wana pon PE tis cumin fri liao... n to LM, pai seh sia, 2dae u r alone in e mornin again.

oh ya, gt back my chem test, I PASS... so happy sia, cuz i didnt reali study loh, thought will fail de, but it turn out to be quite gd. hmm... tink i gettin fatter tis few weeks sia, keep on eatin non-stop. juz nw went studyin with LM, ok lah, nt reali study lah but at least we did sth. i went to eat yoshi, cuz cant stand e temptation sia... nex tym, ppl plz stop mi frm eatin endlessly again hor. dan we saw few of our classmates dere, n when we walk behind dem, we saw lots of, ok lah a few gals lookin at dem loh, hmm... i tink those gals find dem attractive?........., but mi n LM cant figure out which part of dem is attractive leh, maybe becuz we everydae see dem dan see ntil sian liao, so nv notice bahx... hmm... tired le, so i will keep it short bahx.

& 6:35 PM
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