Friday, July 28, 2006
2dae soo tired sia, cuz mornin durin PE we have e trail runfor beach run, and amazingly, i finish e whole run without stoppin... ok lah, i did stop at e station tat we are suppose to stop lah, but i reali didnt imagine tat i can run for tis long loh, nt bad nt bad, although i am quite tired over e run but still very haapy tat i can make tis achievement, cuz i usually dun lyk to run wan mah...
well, after e run, kinda feel tired for all e lessons, i almost slept in e lecture sia. oh ya, 2dae nv bring my hp to sch, dan lyk feel soo uncomfortable for e whole dae lah, cuz lyk quite unsecure mah. worst still, hz cum and collect e ccc fund, tat i was onli left with $1.40 for e whole dae... soo ke lian loh, nt even have e money for a proper meal, dan i bo bian, juz eat bread...
tis whole week lyk qutie sian sia, although i oso bz with sch wirk lah, but lyk e whole week nv went out with my bowen frenz dan lyk he bu xi guan lyk tat sia. usually everydae after sch we will have some activities together wan loh, like go karaok or meal, but nw, they lyk all bz with deir own stuff loh, one dae wo men ye jiang bu dao ji ju hua loh... haiz... oso duno why will becum lyk tat sia... soo sad, wo bei yi wang le! aiya, no tym to fan zhe xie le, cuz tis weekend, WO YOU HEN DUO GUO KE TO DO! jia you! x3...
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
nv do my hw yesterdae and thought tat e whole class will be e same as mi lah, so i was lyk havin e bo chap attitude, but guess wat? most of my classmates did their work loh, and i was lyk wat the... oh my god, my class actually bothers to do their hw liao. aiya, next tym cant slack liao... heng heng, i was nt e onli one nt done with e hw sia, soo mi n LM did our hw after sch n pass dem up to teacher.
tink iz becuz of e mid-yr results bahx, lyk everyone around mi are sooooo hardworkin mw lah, dan i feel soo sian loh, actuali thought tat my JC's life will nt be lyk e others lah, alwayz chong studies, but... all my frenz busy studyin nw liao, dan noone pei mi go out slack liao... haiz... wat to do? guess i muz oso put in some effort, or i will stay in tis sch for 3 yrs liao...
well, nw joe, SM and JH dey all everydae stay back at sch to study loh, dey r chongin for promos nw liao. dan left mi alone, sianz... noone pei mi go home liao, guess i ned to learn to be independent frm nw on liao bahx... goin hm alone reali hen bu xi guan loh, lyk very weird leh, but wat to do, muz i reali stay back everydae n sudy with dem? aiya, reali duno lah, oh... dinner iz here liao... yes, i'm soo hungry sia... b4 i go, yimao, u r my idol sia... if i was u, i dun tink i can be as strong n be happy go lucky like you loh...
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Monday, July 24, 2006
reali hate it when almost all e ppl aorund u is askin to study, sayin tat " oh mine! its only 2 mths to promos, make work hard nw sia...". all these make mi soo sucki loh, reali feel lyk shoutin to dem, " is JC's life reali soooo dead, all u need to do is just study, study and study?", reali cant stand it loh, makin mi feel soo moody sia, no mood for everytink liao...
know wat? tis mornin, sth reali shockin happened... 2 of my classmates gt into a fight sia, it lyk real fight loh, juz happened rite in front of my eyes lah, so scary rite, i reali gt a shock lah, earli in e mornin somre leh, sian rite? nv in my whole life thought tat a real fight can happen in our class loh, cuz they are all in my eyes juz a batch of nice n playful ppl loh, nv thought tat they would fight loh. haiz, wat a bad dae sia...
beside these 2 tinks, e rest was juz lyk normal loh. but dere is one tink tat was troubling mi since fri loh, reali duno wat to do leh, duno hw to help her... she lyk always look so troubled and lonely lah, i noe tat if he is by her side, he reali can cheer her up de. i thought tat dey are quite close to each other leh, but she sae dey are nt so close b4 liao... haiz, oso duno hw lah, sumre hoh, she lyk a bit jealous i gd frenz with him leh, although she nv sae, but can guess it out frm her words...
i reali cant bear her lyk so sad leh, duno wat to do sia... soo troubled loh, oso cant dun frenz him rite? my gd friend leh... hw? but dan lyk hear frm my class guys tat she lyk sort of always flirtin with other guyz, duno if its true ntz, so shld i help her? wah lau, heard wat my classmates tel mi 2dae hoh, lyk kana cheated by her lyk tat leh, soo sad lah... nw oso duno wat to do sia... haiz, wat acomplicated tink...
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Friday, July 21, 2006
whoo, long time nv blog liao sia, tis few weeks seem to be soo sooo soooo busy tat i even forget tat i have a blog liao, but nvm, at least, i rmb nw sia... actuali yesterdae wana blog de, cuz sth happened whcih made mi kinda of pissed and i thought of bloggin it dwn but, i have no tym, cuz too much hw liao so i nv blog loh... nvm, i shld blog on wat happened yesterdae nw bahx...
yesterdae, SM nv cum skool mah, soo i msg him n ask him loh, but he nv reply until evening tym... at first i was nt tat worried mah, cuz he always will sleep lyk dead pig lyk tat mah, dan nv bother to reply msges... but, when he replied mi in e evening, he told mi dan he was in e hospital loh, cuz he faint at his doorstep yesterdae mornin... becuz e dae b4 he was havin fever mah, soo i eventually believe him loh, but dan in e end it was just a joke lah, wat e hell rite, made mi soo worry lah, i even told joe joe abt it n we thought of visiting him de loh, hw can he do tis to us rite? make mi super duper angry lah, tis type of tink hw can lied wan? dun friend him liao lah, stupid SM, hope tat he will becum stupider after the fever...
ok, dun tok abt it liao, yue jiang yue sheng qi loh, 2dae even gt some of e frienz askin mi which hospital he is in loh, i mean hw can he crack tis type of joke? so childish rite? well, change e topic lah ar, cuz it will make mi even mre pissed... well, 2dae was as per normal, but 2dae GP's class was kinda no link lah, all abt soccer sia, althought i gt watch world cup lah and almost e whole class are guyz lah, but still mi n LM still girls rite, hw can we be interested in tis type of tink? haiz... tink e teacher reali forget all abt us liao...
and dan rite, 2dae some of us have to stay back for e punishment tinky mah, n our punishment was to arrange n clean up e block b classrms mah... at first i thought we ned to take a very long tym wan loh, but dan rite, we lyk finish arranging each class within 1 min tym lah, i was super amaze lah, cant believe our class can do tis fast n wat's even mre suprise was, e whole class lyk very united at tat moment lah, n we were having lots of fun loh... hmm, nv thought tat punishment will be so much of fun sia... we finish arrangeing all e classrms lyk withih half an hour or so loh, dan later we ate e pizza which leftover frm some sec skool seminar i tink...
after tat, i actali wana go buy e ' tamaguchi ' de, ( izzit lyk tat spell?) but dan... too late liao, left one nia... i hao bu ruo yi dan find joe and LM to buy with mi mah, dan thought can play together... nw only left wan, hw to play n make frinz? soo, i sianed n didnt buy loh, sad sia... all SM fault lah, if tat dae he n JG buy with mi dan i wun miss e chance liao... feel lyk cryin loh, cant get to play with e pets lah... haiz... oh ya, tml gt parent's meetin session, n my dad is goin, tink i will be in deep shit sia, cuz i score quite badly loh, nv put in enough hardwork... but amazingly, i still can get into e top 200 in e whole skool, tat means i'm nt e only one tat score badly lah... whew, lucky sia, thought i will be in e bottom 100 de... still, my dad will sure be dissappointed de loh, cuz i reali didnt do well, hiaz... juz hope tat i will do better in my promos bahx...
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Monday, July 10, 2006
sianz... duno why 2dae i damn moody sia... it's lyk no mood for everytink n everytink seems to go wrong. gt back my maths mid-yr paper, hiaz... flunk it again... althought i expect it to happen, but i juz can cant face it loh, i have nv in my life fail any of my maths exam leh, tis is my first tym sia... it made my mood ever worst.
well, tat was nt e main tink wich made my mood 2dae though. it was e whu lah, very stupid loh, make ppl angry oso duno loh, dan i am lyk dose duno hw to angry ppl wan mah cuz all my frienz sae tat i duno hw to be angry, n i tink it is sooo true lah... i try to give e whu attitude n nv talk to e whu for e whole dae, but dan i tink e whu reali a bit slow or wat loh, lyk oso duno i angry loh.
durin e weekends, e whu gt msg mi lah, dan i purposely dun reply, dan e whu still dun get it lah, ok lah, he was nt fully blame for tat lah, sumtyms ppl msg mi i oso nv reply wan, cuz when i find out liao already too late liao mah... but still e whu reali stupid lah, he always tink tat we wun angry de loh, onli try to scare him nia, but dan for these past few daes e 3 of us, joe, wendy and mi try our best to ignore e whu liao dan e whu still cant get it lah...
reali pissed mi off lah, have to continue being angry with e whu makes my life reali difficult lah, cuz i reali duno hw to be angry lah... but i oso dun wan to be alwayz taken for granted, as in dey noe i will nt be angry dan everytym nvm nvm... although noone have ever gone too far, still i wan ppl to noe i will be angry de loh...
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Friday, July 07, 2006
haha, 2dae sch end super early sia, at 12.30pm... dan later suppose to have a talk de, but lyk almost everyone ponin e talk so i join e crowd too. and becuz we were release early, so mi n a few of my current classmates decided to go to e nearby kbox to zang xian our vocal... so, after some discussion, we decided to go to e ang mo kio kbox... cuz iz our first tym sort of lyk class gatherin mah, so i bo bian, i pang sei SM dey all, i'm reali very sorry abt tat, hope tat ur will understand...
well, e karaok session went quite well lah, when we arrived at e kbox, jerrell was shocked abt e price each of us must pay but still, he joined us aniwae... we started off i tink with jap song? i duno lah, forget liao. n can u believe it? jerrell can actualli read japanese words noe, so pro rite? all of us was lyk so shock lah, cuz he gt e 'eat potato' face mah... nonono, i rmb liao, iz mi n LM started e ball rollin n we sang jolin's songs.
we had alot of fun loh, i muz sae, i nv thought tat i will actuali click with jerrell. all of us had our chance to sing, but dan i tink jerrell sang e least bahx. we sang frm 2.30pm to 8pm loh, 5 hrs sia, quite kiang rite, and nw my throat a bit sore liao... e place was reali cold lah, all of us were freezin lyk hell loh, and in btw rite, we still can hear e ppl in e nex rm singing so loudly lah, and their voices are quite awful... is nt i bad loh, all of us started laughin when we heard dem loh...
dan after mani mani songs, we finally ended our dae with jerrell last solo jap song, and it was 'deep forest'. it was quite a fruitful dae lah, i muz sae, cuz it was our first tym hangin out together mah, i'm reali quite happy tat we can hang out sia, hope tat we will cont havin tis type of gatherin...
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
2dae, i had my chi alevel oral... wow, nv thought tat i will touch on alevel soo soon loh, tinkin abt it makes my hair stand. aniwae, i am reali quite nervous over it loh, cuz SM tis few daes lyk soo stress over e oral lyk, dan influence mi oso liao...
i step in e hall with heart beatin lyk crazy, can reali feel e tension in e hall loh, i muz sae it was quite scary... we sat dwn in our diff groups n my seat was at e far right of e front row of group 17... at e side of mi are some of my classmates, n guess wat, i am e 7th person in my group to go for e oral. 7 noe, nt first few or last few, tink quite difficult to score bahx...
when e examination was goin to start, i started to panick le... iz lyk i was shivering all over sia, sumre e hall was air conditioner n was reali cold... but luckily, my classmates were quite entertaining n they would cum up with jokes which ease my nervousness. i reali appreciate tat sia, dey reali make mi less nervous, n after 45min or so, it was my turn to go for oral...
actuali i thought e oral would be quite difficult de, but e moment i read e passage, i reali song le yi ko qi, it was quite simple lah, but still dere were some words tat i tikam over. for e coversation, i tink i had delivered dem qutie well bahx but in btw i had use 'then' in eng... hiaz, oso duno hw i would score sia... oh ya, raymon whu was before mi rite, although he dun look nervous, but dan i tink he was panickin inside his heart loh, cuz when i go up dere, i realised tat at e back of e chair was wet, tink he reali perspire alot in an air-con hall sia...
finally, e whole tink was over, so mi n joe went to NLB to find articles for my PW. but tis few storeys library doesnt even have a single bk on recycling loh, can u believe it? i reali cant sia, so we bo bian, borrow some novels back loh since we already dere liao... haiz, tink will have to go others library to fing dose articles bahx. poor mi...
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