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Thursday, June 29, 2006

well, cant believe i have been thru e mid-year liao... haiz... dey were hard loh, i have studied lyk duno wat, but still... sianz, maybe last min wrk reali cant wrk in JC bahx. i have never in my life felt so no hope in my exams loh, can u beleve it? for e 6 papers i have took, i have nt complete 3 of dem loh, n iz lyk over 30 marks for each paper tat i did nt do loh, tink tis tym, i reali die le.

mayb i was slow in my wrk bahx, i haven even have e chance to read the last few question rite, dan tyms up liao loh. earlier noe no ned mug until lyk tat loh, oso have no chance to apply all e knowledge i have learn. becuz of these exams, i tink i have onli slept for around 8 hours for this past few daes juz to mug loh, but all these have gone in vain...

sianz, i reali felt damn hopeless loh, tink i sure die durin promo de... god, plz help mi, help mi thru all tis shit, i dun wish to face dem ever again liao... wat e use of puttin in hardwrk? in e end, i still gt nth out of it... life is full of shit!

& 8:56 PM
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006


2dae, i went out to study with e few friends with i usually hang out with. acutuali, we suppose to meet at 9.30am de, but dan lyk all of us overslept, so, lyk e whole thing was some sort of push back to e afternoon, but i was untold about it, and i rush lyk nobody's business loh... i reach e venue abt 10am bahx, dan i wait n wait for around 45mins, dan finally, joe came. she was e only one whu eventually came in e mornin loh, e rest either PS us or came in e afternoon.

so... nvm, mi n joe went to study at e sengkang CC, but haven start studyin yet rite, i was already sleepy liao, cuz i'm nt use to wake up soo early mah, usually i wake up durin noon tym de. i keep on askin joe about phy questions, cuz all very difficult mah, ok lah, plus i gt abit stupid oso lah. i noe joe had tried her best to explain to mi liao, but, lyk SH sae rite, she iz reali poor in explainin tinks, so in e end, i 'shi dong fei dong' de did e questions.

at around 12+, SM arrived, dan we continue studyin until around 2pm and we went to meet up with marcus n eiling for lunch. b4 tat, cuz we were waitin for marcus mah, so we went to e arcade centre at CP to see see and e first tink we step in, we saw a lot of ppl crowdin around e machine which use to catch bear bear de and dere iz one auntie, ok lah, duno if iz s auntie or her daughter lah, juz one family rite, dey had caught 2 very big bear bear loh, so pro rite, i nv thought tat actuali ppl can catch dose bear bear loh, i alwayz thought e machine iz to bluff ppl money onli, tat's wat my parents sae oso mah, but 2dae, i had witness e truth, actuali iz can catch de, but u muz be super pro nia. haha...

a few mins later, marcus came n we process for our lunch, we decide for very long and finally, we went to pizza hut for their sort of student meal. e mei mei whu serve us at e doorstep was so cute loh, she keep on smilin n laughin dan e stupid marcus sae she was laughin at mi cuz of my size. i totally sianed loh, but nvm, e whole lunch went well n we had all enjoy our meal n JG had oso join us while we were eatin. n becuz e service charge for e meal was lyk quite ex, soo mi n marcus decided to finish e bottle of cheese n without much struggle, we did it! haha, unbelievable rite.

after lunch, we went to e CC and study again. ok lah, nt fully study lah, we oso crap around. dan we did sth very lame, we used SM's hp to msg jeff dose mushy stuff made him cant 'tahan', haha. so eventuali, until 6.30pm, i have finish my phy tutorial hence, mi, joe n SM left e study gruop. joe went home, n mi n SM went to help her return e south fist mother album to jeff. we went to e place around jeff hse n we erm... kinda forgoten with block he live in. we search for a while n finally we found e place, haha, n it was mi whu guess it correct, n becuz of tis, haha, SM was force to tel mi a secret.

but he was very 'puo puo mama' loh, wana sae dan dun wana sae, but in e end, he 'bo bian' and had to tell mi cuz he had lost e bet mah. but in btw, he sae sth with make mi feel kinda guilty, he sae ' wo huo hui yang yang duo shun zhe ni...', this phrase made mi went hm to ' zhi wo fan xing'. after tinkin for quite some tym, i find tat sometimes... i reai quite 'ba dao' towards e tinks i wan, so... to all whu read my blog, nex tym if i make ur lyk do e tinks ur dun wan rite, dun be afraid to follow ur own tinkin, i will nt be angry de, i will only pretend to be wan. haha, so if i had in some ways make ur upset n feel tat i'm mean or wat, plz dun be angry with mi, cuz i nt do it on purpose de... i'm reali very sorry, plz dun let my wrongdoings 'dilute' our friendship Kkz... love ya all!
P.S. 2dae, i wore marcus orange degreeless spectacle for almost e whole dae, cuz i tink e spectacle sort of suit mi mah, n i tink i look mre knowledgeable with it haha, but SM sae, i look lyk some sort of horny teacher loh, sianed... but nvm, joe sae i look better in tis spectaclesdan e others n i tink so too. so, i tink i will try to get myself a orange spectacle soon, cuz i lyk wearin spectacle...

& 9:00 PM
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Monday, June 19, 2006

a year have pass n finally its father's dae again... well, 2dae, i went to shop for father's dae present with joe, we went to marina sq, i didnt reali shop dere b4, cuz i tink e tinks dere r... i duno, nt suitable for mi bahx... we window shop e whole mall n we found nth for our papas. so, we decided to proceed to our next venue, PS cuz dere gt those 'mre mature' shop mah, lyk john little and mre. on our way at citylink walkin to e mrt, i saw tis one of my pri sch schmate, he becum lyk, eeeee... a bit ah beng but still look e same lah, nt much of a change.

when we stepped into PS, e first tink we did was... ' ke ko wei', yes, e cripy chicken! yummy! aniwae, i tink e ppl dun lyk mi loh, first he nv gif mi e recipe dan he gif mi a poor quality paper bag, dan e oil made until my whole hand sia... sianz... nvm, dun sae liao, or i will be even sad. dan we went to e john little n bought our papas' presents. i bought a belt n brief n joe bought a belt, i must sae we had no choice but to but these cuz all e clothins dere nt suitable for dem mah... later, joe suddenly suggest to go play photo hunt, so we went to e arcade centre at e top floor, i tink iz our skills nt gd bahx, we haven completet i tink even 10 rounds dan we die liao, e second time was a better wan but e machine reali lack loh, make us lose... haiz, wat a unlucky dae...

after tat, i gt e sensation to shit mah, so we went home. at night, my family went to bugis to eat our dinner, cuz it is a speacial dae, we went to eat e steamboat opp parco, althought its quite ex lah, but nvm cuz gt e 'yuan yang guo' mah, dan one side iz e 'ma la' wan dan we nv try b4 mah, so we eat dere loh. actuali we suppose to eat at e other store de, but dan e store suddenly blackout dan we have no choice mah... we reali ate lyk crazy at e steamboat store loh, n e 'ma la' soup reali damn spicy sia, so i seldom ate tat. i ate alot of mushroom loh, eat until, i tink i gt phobia of it liao, at e end of e dae, i tink i ate alot alot, fill up my whole body till my throat liao. n e total cost of e whole meal iz about $85 bahx, quite ex loh, cuz nt very speacial mah... so, becuz i ate too much, i cant sleep nw n have to sit at e com till... aiyo i duno e when lah...

P.S. 2dae iz my father's bdae oso... haha, cool rite, onli need to buy one present for him each year.

& 12:05 AM
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Thursday, June 15, 2006


r ur done yet? TIRED leh...


e cake for e bdae boy( in black )....


r we cool or r we nt?


hmm... are they havin secret meetin?


food! here i come...


6 lovely gals... Whao!


4e2! my one and only...


happy as always...


2 thumbs up for e BBQ!


wow, nice butts!


tryin hard to skate...


busy settin up fire...

















our pit venue...


just reach home and all worn out but still, i cant wait to blog our gathering 2dae! oh mine, although e gatherin was lyk ok only, but to mi, it was lyk, i duno soo much fun... maybe it was becuz i have nt seen them for ages so i'm kinda of excited bahx... seriously said, we only nv see each other( e 4e2rians) for lyk, maybe 1mth + but i reali miss dem lots, nw dan i noe, actuali all of dem have alreadi be part of mi, i reali cant bear to nt be in contact with dem...

while, 2dae we had a BBQ at east coast, area C pit 13, cuz it e only place available for 2dae le... it is so far frm e mac loh, we have to walk miles b4 we reach dere... so... 2dae, we meet at 12.30pm to buy food, but obviously, i'm late again, as ususl. haha... we went to 'seng siong' to buy our stuff for e BBq and overall, include e pit, we have spent $100 but it was worth e money, itink, cuz can get to see soo many of my darlins n friends mah...

dan we travel to east coast straight n we bought bubble tea frm each a cup opp PP, i must sae e peach smoothie was 'WOW!', very nice... when we reach our pit, we saw tgan sitting dere all alone, who ask him nt to pick up our calls, c lah have to wait alone... dan we just sit dwn, chat, takin pics, waitin for e rest to arrive... tk brought along his bro's blades, soo some of us oso play around with tat. i must sae gnag is really gd as a beginner lah, cuz he is quite gd in balancing. we wait n wait, finally, until 5+, 6, all of dem arrive and we start our BBQ...

it was e first tym i see all e gals doing e BBQing loh, our class guys hor, are getting mre and mre ungentlemen liao, dey lyk didnt help out at all loh, soo slack rite, dey just play deir soccer, dun lyk dem liao lah... btw, fana brin her BF along, tis is e first tym i see him, he quite ok lah, but duno why marcus sae he is plump, he look quite average size to mi leh. ok lah, aniwae, tis is e first tym i ate soo much durin a BBQ loh, cuz i kinda eatin n BBQin at e same tym.

after tat, we just hang around e pit and some of us still cont BBqin, cuz dere was still food left mah, some of e guys went to e mac to watch world cup. i oso went to e mac with hs, but we went dere for toilet lah, n on our way dere i saw my classmate 'solo ballz', i almost cant recognise him loh and neither can he recognise mi lah, cuz it kinda dark, sumre he was wearin a very gay outfit loh. we dan cont eatin n chatin and we sort of enjoy ourselves lah, i tink... dere was tis group of ppl hoh, came to take photos with some of us (gals), cuz it was a kinda of forefit or wat mah, but it was very kuku loh, cuz e guy was wearin a shirt saein dat he was sexy n we ned to agree with him. siao rite?

oh ya, we oso celebrated gang's bdae loh, cuz his bdae on e 19th mah, we bought a cheesecake for him sia, but he was very ke lian loh, he was made to take all e 17 candles out using his mouth, sumre, i did a very bad tink, i still smash e cake rite into his face. i tink i had did it to almost everybody when we were celebratin deir bdae loh. haha, am i a devil or wat...

dan e gals, again clear up e place, duno wat e world is becumin, e gals did all e tinks loh. aniwae, after tat we went home straight and some of e guys went to yongs's hse to watch e next 2 soccer matches, cuz i tink dey betin or wat bahx, among demselves... n tat's end our dae... oh mine, we just end our gatherin and i cant wait for e next class gatherin to cum liao. i must shout tis out loud again, " 4e2, I LOVE U! and i will always do...".

& 12:49 AM
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Saturday, June 10, 2006

yeah... after waitin for 4 years, it's WORLD CUP again... yesterdae midnite was e first match, it was Germany VS Costa Rica, so, joe, sm, jeff, zf and mi went to e serangoon central mac to catch e excitment... there were crowds in e mac and after wonderin outside e mac for a long tym, we finally found a place to settle dwn and watch e match... e atmosphere was quite exciting cuz alot of audience mah dan feel lyk watchin live lyk tat, only tink iz e screen too small liao... there was this cool uncle, i tink is in his 60+ liao, he was watchin with a binoculars even though he iz only i tink 1 to 2 metres away frm e screen... so cool rite, earlier noe i oso bring one, so i could have a better oso...

finally, e match ended with e score 4 is to 2, Germany won! although it was quite expected, still e match was quite enjoyable lah... after tat, we went to my hse to play mahjong, cuz e nex match was nt very appealing... when, we reached my hse, jeff showed us some video clips on ' hard gay' which he sae was very popular in NYP. seriously rite, i dun tink it is very interesting, but ok lah, it was quite funny... dan, we started to play mahjong and joe was watching e 'green forest, my home' vcd. as tym pass, one by one, dey went to sleep, so, i oso went to sleep loh, cuz left only sm, joe and mi and we could do nth oso mah, sumore, joe was studyin loh...

after 2 hrs of sleep, i was woken up by my mum's loud vioce, and she went out to buy us breakfast... at tat tym, only mi, joe and sm were awake, so we play cards and waited for e 2 sleepy heads (jeff and zf) to wake up, i must sae, dey are reali pigs loh, can still cont to sleep even though we make so much noise... so, e 3 of us waited and waited and finally, we waited until 10am and we cant 'tahan' e hunger anymore and woke dem up for breakfast... my mum reali treat us lyk pigs loh, she bought alot of food loh, gt wanton mee, laksa, roti prata, dry mee, porridge and bread. she bought so much tat i tink all of us eat to our max. dan, joe suggested on playing mahjong again, so mi and sm accompany her to play, and for e 2 sleepy pigs rite, dey went to sleep again...after tat, we went to sing karaok at e serangoon cc, and tat ends e dae and i went home to sleep...

i woke up around 7 plus 8 and ate my dinner, after which, i camp in front e TV to watch e England soccer match, but, channel 5 dun have and i dun have cable TV, sianz... luckily, i am smart enough to look at other channels, haha, and guess wat, i found one indonesia channel showing e match. clever rite, ok lah, tink i ned to stop here le, cuz later at 3am there is still e Argentina match and i wana rest...

& 11:37 PM
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

while, ppl sae tat 2dae is e end of e world, opps! it was yesterdae liao, but still, i'm alive and kicking, sitting in my living rm and blog... actuali i wana blog earlier de, but my mei mei bought e "e green forest, my home" vcd and i cant stop watching it and finally i watch till nw... haha pro rite? can sit in front of e TV since 7pm. actuali i still wana continue watchin de, but dan i rmb i gt hw to pass up tml so i bo bian, muz stop watchin... oso i cant bear to watch e nex disc, cuz i c e 'xiao tian' so sad, i oso xin tong liao, so i decided to stop for e dae and do my things le...

oh, 2dae iz oso my friend jeff's bdae and we sort of went out to celebrate lah. although we just go out and eat nia, but still consider celebrate lah... we went to e sakae sushi at RVM to eat e lunch buffet and this is my very first tym eating it so i was quite excited... but, it turn out ok only leh, nt much of a surprise... a bit si wang sia but still i had eaten my filled till i tink i wun touch sushi for 1mth? aniwae, e food tat are nt so bad, some of dem are delicious... we ate 36++ plates in togethe bahx i tink, and dey sae lyk tat very 'lan' cuz usually dey can eat way mre dan that... but dan i tink we oso eat e mee, tat's why we will feel full faster... so, actuali we can eat alot wan...

e dae end almost lyk tat loh, and i didnt get to watch 'the omen' 2dae... sianz... actuali i wana to watch e show on 06/06/06 cuz i tink it is mre meaningful mah, but after eatin e lunch buffet already veri late liao and i tml gt sch,somemore i dun have money, so in e end i went hm watch vcd. nt bad lah, still gt vcd to watch, oh my! almost 1am liao, i ned to go 'chong' my hw le...

& 12:23 AM
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Friday, June 02, 2006

yeah! after a few daes in e camp at old police acedamy, i finally return home yesterdae. i faster went to bathe, unpack my bags, throw those dirty clothes into the washing machine dan i went to sleep le, until this afternoon dan i wake up...

the camp start on mon, which was 29th of may. my mum fetch mi dere with joe, sm and jh. when we reach the place is like s bit 'ulu' loh, dan we went to the MPH for briefing and assigning of all our individual post... i was very sad, cuz mi and e few others was nt assign any post, hw can dey leave us out lyk tat? but aniwae, later, e few of us were given the duty of station masters... that's was hw e whole tink started...

dan, we were being brought to our bunk, it was sooo dirty and dusty loh, e matresses have yellow patches on them, every tink were so different from home, for a moment i tink i will feel homesick if i stay any longer. but, lucky for mi, i have my friends in the camp with mi, so i was feeling quite ok... we clean e bunk with a spoilt broom and laid e matresses on the floor as the girls had decided to sleep together.

after our lunch, the station masters have been assigned to their different group and discuss on hw are we going to set up our station games. we dan do a sort of try out, and the facilitators will act as e students and try out our game... e dae end lyk tat after dinner...

e next mornin, after our breakfast, all e station masters went to carry the tables and chairs to the canteen, and later around 9am, we help out with the registation of e secondary school kids from Orchird Park Secondary School... dan, while the facilitators bring e kids through their cssp training, we as station masters went to set up the game for e dae... e place which my group was given was a super 'ulu' place which was vacant for years... when we stepped inside,we smelt very strong stale air and e whole building was like a haunted house loh. but we had no choice and went in to set up e place for our game, our game required lots of tables and chairs cuz it was a senario of a building collasping and we need to set up 3 section, so we had to bring abt 40 tables and chairs from e canteen up e slope to the building.

after all those carrying and preparing, finally we finish setting up the place and after a while, the kids started cumin in their groups and try out our game. mi and my partner had each a different duty, my duty was to brief the students and hers was to bring the students to their place and start the game. after e whole afternoon, e whole tink have ended and all of us had worn out and joe, i tink she was nt use to the environment dere and she felt ill. at nite, i went to patrol with yh and dan went with e female facilitators to help collect all the students valubles from e female bunk.

e next morning, we woke up very early and went to e parade square and did morning exercise with the students... after breakfast, we went to e SMRT tinky, it was a training exercise which suppose to test our reaction during a terrorist attack, but e whole tink was so unreal tat i tink it was a kinda failed, aiyo, i felt so disappointed loh, i was kinda looking forward to it wan. haiz... when we came bach to e camp, we had less dan an hour to set up the station game for e kids, so i was kinda panic but jh and sm were lyk still fooling around which made mi felt kinda pissed but after tat, e whole tink went quite well, it was just that very hard to control the kids to nt play around with the 'wheelchairs'. dan we had a war game, which was e watetr bomb game. all e facilitators and station masters were in one group and we had to challenge with the e rest of the students in 3 different groups. i had alot of fun and my whole body was dripping wet after e whole game...

all of us went to have our dinner after tat and i started to feel unwell. i had headache and sunburn, sianz, tink i had stand under e sun for too long le bahx... so when e students were putting up e performance night, i did nt pay much attention. i finally endured my headaches till it was sleeping time, without much delay, i quickly went to bed... but nt even 1 hour or so, all of us were woken up and told tat there was an emergency and a few of e kids were missing, we went to evacuate all e students to e MPH within a short period of time, dan after patroling around e campsite and headcount, it turned out to be a false alarm... sianz, made mi had a shock, somemre i sooo tired and unwell and i was woken up by a stupid false alarm...

after around four hours of sleep, it was already e morning of e last dae of camp... we did nthing much just guide e students through carrying e tables and chairs back to their oridinary place and dan prepare to sent off e kids. after they had all left, we ate our lunch and went through a 1 hour debreifing before we were allow to be dismissed... when we were ready to leave e camp, we saw a small but poisonous snake outside e girl's toilet, we were amused by it and it started to rain heavily and all of us were stuck at e girl's bunk for abt 2 hours or so before we got out e police academy... dan i went home immediatly to replenish my sleep...

& 2:24 PM
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