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Monday, October 30, 2006

well, wasted some time for the questions just now, now let mi start blogging bahx. recently, everyday was like holiday to mi, everyday go out, have fun, reach home, sit in front of my com and slack, didnt really do any useful things but ok lah, the days just pass like that and i almost forgot my chinese a levels is coming liao its on this coming friday, oh shit! haven even started on anything yet, think will have to buck up these few days liao...
hmm, let's start blogging from fri bahx, went for ultimate comedian at mediacorp with some of my friends, not really excited cause not the first time went for this type of show liao but still quite enjoyable throughout the show, cause in between, the people there will ask us to laugh as if the show very funny, at first i find it quite lame, but after i saw hj's mum laugh so happily, i cant help laughing too.
the stupid camera was always in my direction can, wah piang really cant stand it, make mi so uncomfortable all the time lohx, must zhu yi my yi tai these and that, the wrost think is i have to pretend smiling lohx, haiz but overall it's ok lah, cause we get to eat some tibits in between mahx=). after tat, on our way for supper, jeff forgot his hp in the studio, so we have to go back and help him find, but in the end he had to find himself as the police lady only allow him to go in mahx. serve him right lohx, who ask him to ji siao mi during the show, haha, like what jerold sae the bad karma.
went to the s11 at ang mo kio for supper, ate satays and it was a treat by hj's mum, thanx auntie! miss my bus home tat night, jeff lah, bluff mi, sae what the last bus is not usually the last bus still gt duno what last last bus, should not have listen to him lohx. so, bo bian have to take a cab home. saw my primary school classmate when i was at bustop, cant really recognise him but still share a cab back hm with him cause he had no money with him mahx, so i hao ren zhuo dao ti, pay for our cab fare lohx.
saturday was quite a day for mi, late for PW meeting, my groupmates cant open my file, need to redo my slides again, heard a super sad news during lunch, make mi cry for the whole afternoon and lost my appetite, but it all turn out to be a misunderstanding after i confront with him, hope that similar misunderstanding will not happen again liao, cause i don't like that feeling mahx, totally sadden lohx, i cried till my voice change lohx and kinda shock my groupmates, paiseh, but i'm ok liao le, hope that i did not spoil your mood.
went for steamboat with my frenz after tat, eat quite alot but was having a headache throughout the nite, maybe because i cried too much in the day liao and this made mi tired too, so didnt really have much energy for the steamboat. anyway, i still enjoy myself very much and we took alot of photos too, will put up later but i don't look good lohx, because, i also don't know why, maybe because of my fringe sticking to my forehead due to the smoky and sticking surroudings bahx, ok lah, mi don't find excuses liao, i don't look good in person too, so cant expect much lah.
as for today, slack whole day at home, but quite a fruitful day to mi, cause i kinda sort things out with him and i really feel alot better, so i decide to say all my feelings to him so that i wont feel so xin ku next time. i think tat's all for today bahx, blog next time preharps.

food!

yeah! here we come..

jojo cant wait any longer liao

thumbs up for the prawns

3 beauties =0

the happening guys...
the bewitching gals...

fortuane jeff

cheeze=)
jin, look at the cam plz
erm... iz bere under any alcohol?
the happiest moment of the day!
smile!
crazy guys
cutie guy=p
mrt, sianed nth to do...
what does our reflection show?
eeek... mind you, it's a public place can?
feli and mi


& 12:09 AM
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Sunday, October 29, 2006

well, here are the lame questions that yh aka botak requested mi to answer in my blog, it's kinda long, so ppl, please don't fall asleep k? at least you will know mi better after this, here it goes...

1. Will you tell your crush that you like him or her?
yuppx, maybe after some time when i know that he also have feelings for mi.

2. If your crush like somebody else, what will you do?
i will be sad of cause, but still i will try to help them to be together as i want him to be happy.

3. You have accidently bumped into your crush and his or her friends. He or she invited you to join them. What exactly would you tell him or her?
i will tell him that i have something on, sorry.

4. Prom is just around the corner. Your crush wants you to be his/her date. Now, do you think he/she likes you?
maybe, but i will not pin too much hope, because maybe he just treat mi as a very good friend bahx.

5. What will you do if your crush said "I love you" to you?
i will be over the moon and say i love him too.

6. Who is your crush?
i don't think now i should call him crush anymore bahx.

7. Do you think your crush like you too?
hmm, skip, paiseh to reveal the truth.

8. Why do you like your crush?
i also don't know the reason, but i just love him so much.

9. Do you share any interests with your crush?
i think so bahx, not too sure.

10. Will you ever going to marry your crush?
i'm too young to think of this now, skip.

ok, now for the next section...

1. Having feelings for myself
yuppx, i think to a certain extent everyone does bahx

2. Loving someone is tiring
super tiring, but i enjoy doing it course sweet surprises will happen sometimes.

3. Breaking up is freedom
hmm, it may be true but i don't like it.

4. Going on a date is a waste money
no really, you can don't really spent when you go on a date you know.

5. Long walk on the beach is boring
it depends who you are walking with, =).

6. Saying "I love you" is lame
but i think it's kinda feel like candy, sweet!

7. Making out is so gross
don't ask mi, but yes for sure if it is in public.

8. Prom sucks
not really.

9. Your boyfriend/girlfriend is someone
someone, that someone lohx...

well, next section again, don't feel bored k?

1. Knowing the painful truth or hearing the beautiful lie?
i rather know the truth, i don't like people to hide anythink from mi, because the longer it drag, the more painful it is.

2. Pretty but mean or ugly but nice?
not sure what the question is asking leh.

3. Group date or One-on-one date?
as long as we can spent time together, it's ok either way bahx.

4. Dating someone or staying alone?
what do you think?

5. Great body or great mind?
i want both for sure.

6. It's Saturday; Going out with your bf/gf or your friends?
friends lah, cause he will never initiate to ask mi out de.

7. Follow your heart or your mind?
i usually put feelings in the first place, so heart bahx.

8. You did a lot of bad things in the past; Confess or hide?
i no need to hide, cause i'm not good at lying, my friends and families will know the truth sooner or later, so... confess!

9. Your perfect date; Romantic dinner at an exclusive restaurant or a fun night at the amusement park?
fun of course, i'm still young.

10. The way you say good bye after you went on a date.
see the atmosphere lohx.

yeah! finally, i have finished, and now it's your turn, those people whose name appear below this sentence must answer all these questions in your blog, orelse bad luck will fall on you... don't try to escape.

~ tze kang
~ jun hua
~ feli
~ janice
~ fana
~ jeff

p.s joe, you are lucky cause yh ask you to do liao, so you are free from these!

& 11:19 PM
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Friday, October 20, 2006

well... lots of things happen these few days, lots to tell but dun tink i can blog all of it out bahx, but still will blog some. results are not too bad, mainly because of my classwork bahx, gt promoted but some of my frenz dun... sianz, tink i will miss nw need to start a new year without them, tink them lots lohx, so use to them around mi liao, it's kind of impossible bahx... juz wana tell them, i will miss ya de, hope next year we will still remain close contact yar?

hmm, recently because of the OP, have been quite busy. for the past daes have been presentation and presentation, damn sian, everydae need to go home to edit the script and present the next dae, wat a life sia... the time table was even wrost, everyday the same routine, chi lecture dan OP again. how sian a dae can be as compared to this?

ke lian de wo, lm told mi next mon and fri she nt going to school, which means... i will be all alone liaoz, the only girl in the class, sianz, tink i also no mood to go school liaoz, yh! u die oso muz pei mi ok? orelse i will be super lonely de... hiaz, next week is the last week of school, i tink should be consider as last week of school bahx, but dan must prepare the coming 'a' level chi and oral presentation sia, dan after tat, a few of my classmates and frenz should be going different ways liaoz, so i must seize on to everyday i have to spent more time with them... oh... my dinner is ready liao, mi go eat le, yay!

& 8:44 PM
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

hmm, think i have not blog for weeks le bahx, cause like after promos, dont really have the mood to blog liao, cuz my result will be super bad and must enjoy fully these few days mahx, orelse after tml, which is the day for all SRJC JC1, i may not be able to enjoy myself le, cuz i have quite a high chance to be retain...

although i should be most worried about myself, but all my classmates around mi were so down with their marks, i started to worry about them more liao. especially after what yh and solo tell mi today, like they are very likely to get retain which make mi very sad inside, like to mi, they are sort of the soul in the class, without them with S9 next year will be a totally different class liao bahx, sianz, really hope that all of us can promote together.

went jojo's house to play mahjong today, thought i will win eventually cuz i think i am not too bad mahx, but, who knows, i lost in the end! mi, lose to jojo they all, haiz next time cant be over confident liaoz, or izzit a bad aura for tml? i really duno what to do liao, really very moody now, damn scare for what is coming in a few hours time,ARRH... cant even wana think about it now liaoz, sian. duno how to cont blogging liao, nvm let mi end off today's blog with some meaningful quotes bahx, since i dun really have much to sae liaoz...

' perharps it is better to wake up after all, even to suffer, rather than to remain a dupe to illusions all one;s life... '

' i don't wish to be everything to everyone, but i would wish to be something to someone... '

' the things i want you to know are too quiet to hear, while the things i want to take back are too loud to forget...'

& 11:44 PM
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Saturday, October 07, 2006

hurray! finally, after soo many battles, promos is over, and i'm finally free! yesterday was my last paper, didnt really do well, but i dun give a damn now liao lah. first time seeing my class guys playing basketballs, and all of them were soo cool, ok lah not very actually but better than how i usually see them as. their opponent is sm n sy they all, and i must, it was quite a good game and guess what did i get for watching the game? a sunburn! i totally sianed, and joe still say mi face really contrast with my clothes when we go out later.

went to joe's house to play mahjong together with bear bear and jh, i was the biggest winner again. after which, went out with them wearing joe's super baggy pants, i was very cool i must say and we catch a movie, ROB-B-HOOD, it was a super duper nice and funny show, love it so much, especially the baby, he is sooooo cute! although i was very tired till the end, but still i had enjoyed myself.=)

wake up early this morning, feverish again, must be from those popcorn last night, no choice, ate some medicine and went back to sleep again. went out with joe in the afternoon, we travel all the way to queenstown and we bought clothes there instead of shoe, funny right? i think so too. travel all the way to town area, bought the converse shoe there which i wanted to buy for ages. on our way there, we saw all these caucasian running around orchard with bra sticking out of their clothes, and there were guys also, it was quite funny at first but after i found out that they were actually running for some woman society tinky, i think they are full of courage as they were able to go to an extreme for charity.

nothing much liao, i must say, life after promos seem really long, tired after a long day and when i reach home, alamak! fever again, think i must stay all day out with my friends in order for my immune system to fight the disease bahx. to all my friend, due to the recent haze, it is very easy to fall sick, so DRINK MORE WATER!
before i go, let mi tell your how did i distress myself this few days...




taking bo liao photos with my friends! =p

& 11:48 PM
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