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Friday, April 28, 2006

sianz... have been slackin e past two weeks n all my homework have been stackin up in my room... die liao, tis long weekend will be unbearable i will be bury in books! ah..... wat to do? haiz, onli myself to blame, tink i am infected with e sleepy disease which make mi feel tired n sleepy all dae long... everytime when i wana get to work-study, i will feel lyk sleepin, so izzit just becuz i'm a lazy bum or i'm really infected with e weird disease? haha, obviously it will be e 1st wan lah...

oh... b4 i 4get, 2dae we have mass maths lecture and e lecturer is lyk wat lah, although he has bben our lecturer for e pass two lectures but 2dae i tink he iz a bit siao lah... he went through e notes very fast, so fast tat even we, mi n joe cant finish copyin. apart frm tat he oso skip questions loh, and i cant follow a single shit loh... in e end, he finish e lecture 15mins earlier, siao rite? why nt he go through e whole lecture slowly so tat we can understand? i dun tink he is even qualified to be a lecturer loh...

tink i goin to be so dead liao, nt only i dun understand maths, i oso dun understand physics n GP loh, tink i'm reali nt suitable in JC bahx... hw i wish i can left all these shitin work n studies apart, juz concentrate on my dreams... why muz all students suffer e same faith? parents juz duno hw much stress we r goin thru, haiz, tink i will suffer these 2 yrs bahx... but aniwae, 4get abt tis first, we will be celebratin my 'son' bdae on labour dae, tis cumin mon n i tink we will have lots to catch u with one another n have lots of fun...

& 9:33 PM
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Sunday, April 23, 2006

omg, so fast e weekend will be over soon... sianz, ned to go sch again liao... but nvm, at least tis weekend i did done somethings meaningful... on sat, i went to e library, actuali i suppose to meet sm n jh de but dey were late, very very late... so, i went to browse around myself. haiz... i have nv go out by myself b4, usually i will be with my frenz, but tink tat's hw it will be when every frenz around you go to different sch bahx... i have learn tat ppl ned to be independent at times when u grow up, u can nv frenz to accompany u in watever u do forever...

aniwae tat's nt e main tink lah, so i browse around the library i find some interesting bks, one of dem iz called ' life choiecs, life changes' although i have nt finish readin e bk but after e first chap, i have learn a lot... dan e rest of e dae, we have been wonderin around... we went to arcade and dan we go back to hougang to play pool... i muz sae i'm truly impressed by sm, he can use one token to clear all e stages in e shootin game, some ppl may tink it's nth but to mi it's like wow! i can nv do tat in my whole life... nevertheless, although jh had lost to sm in playin arcade games, but he iz quite gd in pool and win back all his face... haha... and tat ends mine dae...

2dae, aiyo.. i have been eatin n eatin lyk wat sia, i have nth to do either dan eat n sleep, so i decided to do spring cleanin, i have clear all e junk in my room n it has turn frm a garbage hus to a clean n nice bedrm... haha... impress bahx, i'm quite impress too... ok lah gt to stop here le, oh, b4 i end, a little secret to tel... tat is... "SM looks reali cool when he was playin arcade!" :p

& 6:51 PM
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Friday, April 21, 2006

yeah, after a long week, finally its friday and weekends will be fill with fun and no stress... haha, actuali, this week pass quite fast lah, maybe its becuz e relationship among our class get better le bahx, i dunno so time will pass faster loh... our class, ok lah tink mi and li mian only communicate with the rest of e class more after e dae miss ong had a talk with our class... she was right ab everything she sae to our class, our class is nt united and motivated enough, so after tat, we try to change and wrk for e better, ok lah nt reali but i tink dere iz a little effort put in lah...

at last we have decided wat cca we wana join after i tink 3 weeks... we decided to join e ccc, duno wat's e full name lah, n one of e main reason we choose tis cca is becuz it onli have activity every wed so, we can keep our fri afternoon free and go out to have fun... but, all of us ned to join e duno wat youth programme wat cost a bomb... joe n sm dey all get to pay but edusave, but i have to pay e full 2oo bucks by cash cuz i dun have enough money in my edusave... haiz...

well, e rest of e week went through quite well lah, nth special or tragic happen, and 2dae we even went for karaok, it still with e same gang of ppl, but tis tym, hui shan cum along with us... actuali i am glad tat she bother to cum out with us, cuz i'm scare tat after everyone of us go seperate ways, we will seldom or mayb nt cum out with each other anymre... it suppose to be a fun session, but tink we had too much slow songs and made mi feel kinda moody... all those love songs, although it nice and touching but they make mi tink of 'him' again... sianz... can omeone juz teach mi ways to forget a person, when u like someone its reali hard, hard to concentrate on e rest of e tinks around u and will oso make u very very emotional... haiz... wat shld i do? plz tel mi...

& 10:12 PM
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Saturday, April 15, 2006

i have been so busy recently tat i dun even have time to blog. everydae there will be tons and tons of work to be done... sianz... really hate e life in jc sia, hope that everything can be over soon and i dun have to be stress over e undone homework...

is nt tat i'm nt hardwrkin enough, i dun even understand a damn shit abt even dat was taught. for my physics test, although i did reali study, but in the end i still gt zero for my test, iz lyk wat e hell lah, i reali duno wat to do... i have 2 test cumin on tis mon but i tink i cant make it bahx, cuz i dun understand a single shit...

life iz reali terrible lah, i tink i cant stand it le... seein most of my ex-classmates goin to poly without any worries and stress, i reali envy dem... i shldn't have follow wat my parents sae, i shld be determine abt my choice n go to e poly, i reali regret but i can do nth nw... if onli i have one mre chance...

beside tis, i'm facin another problem, i tink i'm in love with a person recently... ok lah, nt recently, its lyk 2mths or so bahx... but i noe we r impossible de, but i juz can't get him off my mind. everytime i c him, i will have mre feelings for him... i have tried to forget him but i can't... he iz lyk i duno lah i tink i reali like him le... gosh, wat shld i do...

& 12:44 AM
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