Tuesday, September 05, 2006
yesterdae, after i chat with yh, i felt very emo, soo sooo soooo emo dat i cry for a long long tym lohx... i duno why i will lyk tat oso, i juz feel lyk cryin cuz alot of tinks iz surpressing on my heart lohx, till i tink i cant breathe liao so, i cry lohx, hopin to get everytink out frm dere n make it empty, so that i wun hurt but... tink i didnt succeed in e end, yh, u bluff mi lohx, u sae cry liao dan nex mornin will ok liao but still... my heart is still cryin lohx...
soo, 2dae when i went to my 4e2 gatherin, i didnt reali interact with e rest sia, juz stay in my small click, cuz i till nw still very emo mah, i oso duno hw sia, muz i cry again 2nite? tp my 4e2 darlings, i'm reali very sorry tat i'm nt enthu 2dae, i promise nex tym tis wun happen again cuz i will try to surpress my feelings and let u see e old siokie k?
oh yar, tink i still gt took some pics durin e bbq, but since i so emo nw, i shld upload dem nex tym... haiz... so emo, oso duno hw to cont liao... hmm, i tink i will let tym wash away all tis pain bahx, i dun wana to get hurt anymre, i dun wana to try again n put myself into all tis shit again, i juz hate tis, why do i have to get myself into tis situation again and again? guess i will try to make a stop here, soo tat my heart will hurt anymre...
" It's hard to live alone, its hard to choose someone to love,but the hardest part of falling is to admit that you have fallen in love with someone you didn't mean to love from the start..."
& 11:24 PM
stuck in reverse ♥
