Friday, August 18, 2006
actuali dun intend to blog de, cuz ned to do my gp essay to met e deadline tml, but after readin jx's blog, i reali feel very, i duno wat to sae, terrible bahx i guess. so i decided to blog tis down bahx, cuz my xin zhen de hen guo yi bu qu...
i nv once thought tat my action will hurt anyone cuz i will try my very best to make my frenz around mi happy, sometymz, i even come up with very lame and stupid jokes juz to make ppl feel some kinda of entertained. i dun mind being tink as stupid or siao ja bo, if my frenz around mi feel e joy, i will be happy too, tat is wat i tink a frenz shld do, to help frenz to solve their problems, cheer dem up etc.
i reali treat jx as my frenz, i hope she does too, seein her livin in tis misery reali did pain my heart, e worse is, i am e cuz of part of her misery... many a times i saw her wanderin alone, but she was like quite ok to be alone, i rmb e first tym i saw her, she look soo cheerful, soo bright, nv thought tat she has soo much pain. i reali feel very terrible for addin up to her misery, i nv wana hurt anyone de, serious, tat's iz reali hw i behave with my close frenz. if u happen to see tis, i'm reali sorry, if it reali matter soo much, i will try to keep some distance with him whenever we are together...
& 11:59 PM
stuck in reverse ♥
