is just my thoughts...

i'm back again!

2007-03-18T09:23:00.000+08:00

wohoo! it has been a long long time even since i start coming back to this webby again, life has been sososo busy, cuz stupid mi made a stupid choice and go to a JC. J2 was super duper stress up will homework which i dun even understand a single shit and need to take hours to finish it. feel extremely stupid. while, i admit that i'm not so working as the rest but i swear i have tried my very best to be hardworking, cuz i'm not born to br a mugger.

back again to my isolated blog to make it alive again so that i can throw all my troubles in it again. it's the best trash bin in the world you know, cuz it wun find you a nag. you can type everytink, anytink, no matter wat, it just take and digest it. many tinks happen in these 2 months, fail my common test, gt a bad result for my chinese As. many disappointing stuff, dun wish to mention them further.

recently, my brother was sent to the boy's home, i'm one of the culprit who sent him there, he trusted mi so much but yet, i actually do this to him, i noe he wun forgive mi for wat i do, i have cheated his feeling and take away his freedom. the moment he was took inside the court, my tears start flowing, he didnt turn back, just walk into the place where he could never imagine, how can i understand the pain that he was feeling, when he knew that all his families have actually planning in the dark to bring him in to a place where it was not suppose to be meant for him? i really duno wat to do...

back again

2007-01-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

a new year and this will be my very first post of this brand new year. i have been sososo busy ever since the school reopen, like everyday, no matter how hard i try, there are still tons of unfinished homework , this really pisses mi off. all these stress that i m having is really crazy, this year is much more tougher than the pervious year, even since the first day of school, my days ae packed wth tutorials and lecture, dun even have the time to breathe. teacher is always there pressing us with work and it really make mi lke a mad woman everyday, struggling to finish my work.
really hate this lifestyle lohx, everyday end school at around 5.30 no time to rest and there i am dealing with all my work again. sianed, how long must i have to endure all these, really hate it lohx. all these stress pile up, higher and higher and today, it really make my day liao. was quite ok for the first half of the day, dan, i was really tired but still have a long way b4 school end, so i have to enure with all my mind, and make mi kinda of moody today, make mi hate all of the tinks around mi, everytink. dun ask mi why, cuz ppl will feel moody every nw and then and they just duno why, just hate it the life they are in. to make myself feel better, i went to buy ice cream for myself, cuz sweet stuffs will make ppl feel better mahx, but, it was of no use. i am stil as moody as b4, at moment, i just feel like crying out loud, let the sound cover all the stress and tears drown all the sorrow...

" just take mi near the sun and keep mi away from the rain, cause now i'm all alone in this cold and freezing hole of sorrow... save mi, i really need you bfore... "

suppose to be happy but turn out to be sad...

2006-12-19T14:17:00.000+08:00

come back frm bangkok yesterday midnite, dun ask mi how was it, cuz too many ppl ask liao, abit sian, it was fun but yet nt fun cuz i was having car sick and not quite use to the food when i was there. the best part was, the shopping part, cuz bought alot of tinkz mahx...=)
today suppose to go for movie de, but last min when i was on my way there, my friend ps mi, dan sianed, i took the mrt back home, actually wana go there to eat the kekowei wan, but... hiaz, went back hm all wet with an empty stomach, like very pitiful like that, my mum thought wat happen to mi sia, cold and hungry, so i went to cook maggi mee to eat, and here i am now, eating mee and blog at the same time...
i thought the movie suppose to be a promise b4 i went to bangkok, but it turn out to be an empty promise again and all you noe is just msg a word sorry. i will nv trust promise again cuz it seldom cuz true, or wrost, it nv do. and sorry is just use to make up for the empty promises. to mi, promise is just another word with seven letters with no meaning...

bangkok trip, damn it...

2006-12-13T23:12:00.001+08:00

well, will be away for five days for a holiday trip, didnt really wana go, but since my whole family so enthu abt it, i bobian, just tag along with them lohx... actually, dun really like to go overseas cuz i will have seasick, carsick etc, so i dun really like to travel mahx. and most importantly, i will miss all my friends, cuz i sort of everyday see them mahx, dan like a few days didnt see them, will feel very uneasy de... sianz... how am i going to survive through the whole of 5 days? tink i will miss alot of ppl sia, especially you, cuz nv get to chat and msg you mahx, somemore, 17th of dec, cant spend the day with you, mi very sad sia, nvm will make it up when i cum back de... to all my friends, take care, i will miss you de, especailly you...

first female santa in SRJC!

2006-12-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

while, this week have been super busy, everyday reach hm at around midnight, bath and online a while, 3 plus liao, dan next morning will have to wake up early for the OGL meeting to do the banner, placards and identity. in the afternoon, will have to travel down to the heartware office and go to different locations and sell the charity bears, stand around the whole dae, make my feet ache like hell, blah blah, and again when i reach hm, midnite liao.

sianz... i tink tis will go on for the whole week, tink i will die b4 the week end le bahx. haha, but guess wat, i did sth today which made mi quite realx and happy for quite some time. i wore a santa claus suit! yeah! tis is my very first time wearing this type of costume, very excited sia. tink i'm the first SRJC gal whu wore a santa costume bahx, i hope... and this are the phot i have taken, no beard, cuz the costume was not totally ready yet mahx, and the big tummy rite, actually is a pillow lai de, so ppl, plz dun tink too much liao.

a female santa!

mi and sm

mi and desiree

ogl camp was erm... i duno

2006-12-04T01:18:00.000+08:00

actually today was quite a fruitful dae and when i reach hm, i was happy wanting to blog abt wat happy during the OGL camp and the selling of bears today. but gt to read her blog, her entry is abt us, she is jealous, full of regrets and cant forget abt him, saying we are not compatable and so on, all these spoil my mood and make mi cry for for hours while tinking, so, i am the third party now? am i in the wrong? i duno wat to do, have the very sick feeling, my heart sinks to the bottom, no strenght to tink anymore. told him the other dae when we met her, but he dun believe mi, sae i was tinking too much, told him i can sense it, but he dun believe, but now, it is true. my feelings are rite, so does it mean that my feelings of him still caring abt her is oso rite? i duno, but tink of this make my tears rolling down again, dun wana tink abt this anymore, but all the tinks she blog keep cuming back, so sick and tired, so afraid, dun tink my heart can feel anymore, dun wan my mind to think but i cant, can someone just save mi frm this? help! tink i will be drowning in her words soon... he will nv know how i feel when i'm blogging this, so lost, so down, so afraid.
tink i should go back to what i am suppose to blog, to let my mind go away from her blog, into my own memories again. OGL camp! ok blog abt OGL camp, went for the camp on thurs with an uneasy feeling, cuz duno any girl frm my OG, only noe yh and sm, dun tink they can accompany mi cuz we will be living in different bunks and both of them have their own friends too, but still go to the camp since is i initiate for the camp. went to sch early in the morning with barly 3 hours of sleep, was a little late but nv get scloding, heng ar, cuz alot of ppl oso late mahx. saw sh, and have a relieve feeling, cuz she was in the same OG but she has her friends too, but nvm, i am thick skin enough to stick to them like a glue when the ask us to go to our bunk and sm was alone cuz tiger beer nv turn up fpr the camp, noe he will be lonly so i ask yh to accompany him, but still, later in the dae, everytime i saw sm, i can feel the sianess on his face, try my best to talk to him, but it is always not possible, plead yh again to pei sm, but still dun see them always together, hiaz, oso duno wat to do liao. after some boring stuff and games, it was nite time already, haha, gt jg to pei mi sleep in the nites, cuz dun really clique with sh's frenz so i was happy that in the nites, i can sleep with someone i'm more familar with. although i was quite tired, but the floor was so hard that it was quite difficult for mi to sleep, the cold breeze at nite oso awoken mi at nite, wat a nite sia, was awoken a few times.
the 2nd dae went past quite fast cuz it was all games and stuff, and we are oso busy preparing the performance for the special nites, so dun have much time to feel lonely too, but i will still notice sm alone in a corner with two very quiet guys and 3 of them were always in a corner. feeling very guity and uneasy, so i went to talk to him at times, oso, i plead yh again to pei sm, he always sae ok but like not doing so leh, everytime run here and there and talk to other ppl but nvm lah,. noe he gt try lah, sm dun really talk to new friends de, so it is oso very hard for yh. hiaz, really dun like sm to be alone, rather that it was mi being lonely, but maybe its becuz i'm quite talkative, i can get into different clicks easliy, tink i have conversations with everyone in my OG bahx, hiaz, maybe next time should teach sm how to make friends. the nite came very fast, and i actually sand lao shu ai da mi in front of all the OGL during our performance, tink it was really stupid but since, gt 4 other ppl pei mi so it was ok lah. sleep with jg again at nite, but this time, in her bunk, with desiree they all, although i was super wore out for the 2nd dae, but talk to them till 3am in the morning, we were gossiping like nobody's business and i have enjoy that moment, tink it was the best time i have in the camp bahx.
time files, and it was the 3rd dae liao, nth much and we ended our camp at around 11 plus, went out with jh they all for a big feast cuz the food provided during the camp were really sux, white bread during breakfast with cold hard rice during lunch and dinner. after tat, went hm to shit first before i went singing with jh they all agin, cuz i have stored the shit in my stomach during the camp mahx, so cant really tahan after pieces of pizza have thrown into my stomach. oh yar, i almost forgot, my phone was low batt when i go to the camp lah, so i cant really use it and it was like so sian lohx, thought i didnt charge it properly, but when i came back from the camp and charge it for one whole dae, the batt is still low, so i tink my phone poilt liao, tink i'm going to get a new phone soon bahx, sianz, need to waste monet again sia, hiaz... went to sell bears today, was reallt tired but still very enthu cuz i was the overall in charge, manage to sell twenty over bears and i thought it was quite good for a start liao, hmm dan after that during the second shift was abit slack cuz desiree took over mi and i was quite shag after standing for the whole afternoon, so didnt really do any work. went back home with my whole back aching, thought of coming online to relax, but... hiaz, read her blog make mi even wrost, aiya, dun talk abt it anymore le, only will make mi moody nia, tink i end off here back, need to go and catch some sleep le, but tink will not sleep quite well bahx...
P.S: sm, sorry that i sort of ps you during the camp, tried my best to pei you but dun really have the chance, sorry...

happy 17th bdae!

2006-11-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY! yes, today iz mi, siokie aka sharon's big day, finally, i'm 17 liao, haha but this year didnt celebrate my bdae at the chalet, rmb for the past few years, i have always celebrated my bdae during our class chalet and there were lots of ppl and fun, this year although there is no chalet, not much ppl but at least, i'm celebrating my bdae with my good firends, and i'm so glad that actually there is quite a number of ppl that rmb my bdae, that means, gt a lot of ppl that care abt mi leh, so touching... i hereby thanx all my friends who rmb my bdae, sent mi msg and testi, especially those who accompany mi the whole day today, THANX LOTS!

meet at 11am in the morning, i was late as usual but not as late as some of them, when for a movie at cathay, not very nice, didnt really get the whole pt of the show, but nvm lah, gt my friends pei mi, any movie also nice to watch wan. after that, didnt really noe wat to do sia, walking aimlessly around just to pass time, jh bought a slipper and then the rest of the time we just walk around, go arcade and walk around again, sian sia, really cant find anytink interesting to do, singapore is really too small liao, all the tinks like do before like that. wait for jeff to meet us, dan we went to hougang for pool, mi play for one round with sm, and i win, haha, but its not i good lah, is he too noob liao=p. after tat, went for dinner and tada, i'm home, as i walk quite long today, quite tired liao, so i should keep this entry short and sweet, anyway, thanx again to all my friends, love yar!=)

a long day...

2006-11-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

yesterdae went to deacon's belated bdae bbq, hmm ok lah,not as boring as i expected, was ps by renjie they all and travel to Deacon's hus all alone, somemore i was sort of lost loh, luckily i was smart and eventually found my way to his hus, met deacon's secondary school friends on the way and went together with them. start off with my dae there with table tennis, didnt know how to play, so just anyhow play lohx, but tink i'm quite ok for a beginner liao, cuz i actually know how to serve after a few tries lohx, haha, am i pro or wat? have much fun playing with yihao sia, cuz he actually tried to catch all the balls i serve no matter izzit a foul or wat, so it was quite funny and i have quite some laugh, i tink deacon's friends who was looking from the back have quite some laugh too bahx...

went to bbq after tat, wow! they really bought lots of food sia, tink it is enough to feed around 50 ppl liao bahx, mi start the bbq with some hotdogs, actually should be cheng doing the bbq de, but he like so noob sia, duno anytink, so bo bian mi and cheryl start the bbq first lohx, and the hotdogs were quite good, yum yum...nth much to do oso, so i just stay along the pit and help out with the bbq stuff lohx and eat at the same time, i tink this is my very first time eat so much in a bbq lohx, cuz the food really too much liao, so bo bian ate quite alot. when all the ppl came, we sang the bdae song and cut the cake, they push deacon's face into the cake while he was taking out the candles and deacon's face was full of cream and chocolate and he went all around the place to throw the cake at others sia. and when i was not looking, yihao smashed some cake on my face, expected it liao, so just laugh it over. went to the toilet to clean myself, after i came out, deacon throw the cake on mi again and yihao join in too, this time my hair kana oso, so bad lohx, juz clean myself lohx, they made mi again, but nvm, i oso gt throw them back...

dan, went to play in the baby pool with john, the water was cooling sia, nth to do, so must childish a bit lohx, sit by the pool, mi , john and ray sort of talk lohx, and i started to sing with the music cuz the ipod is playing the jay's playlist and almost all the song i know how to sing lohx, so i sing out loud, hehe, luckily the residents around nv scold mi sia, =p. was made half wet by yihao, so stupid lohx, my shorts was all wet lohx, so angry, but it was ok compare to the guys later on, cuz one by one they were almost all thrown into the pool, and one of them even gt his hp wet. have much fun looking at them throwing each other into the pool, altought they were all wet, but none of them seem angry at all, tink they have fun doing that too bahx.

went home with renjie they all, board a not so crowded bus, so we could sit and chat, sent renjie to serangoon mrt station, and lucky enough, he managed to catch the last train, went home after that, quite late liao but still need to wash my hair due to the cake. went online but found nth to do, so decided to go to sleep with my wet hair. had a bad nightmare which fightened mi up in half way through the night, maybe becuz i ate too much at the bbq liao bahx, that's why i had a nightmare, didnt dare to went back to sleep after tat and was awake rolling in my bed till morning. went back to school for ccc and it was a short meeing, didnt do much stuff but just went to confrim our dates for the giving tree program.

went to clark quay, suppose it is spelt like tat, walk around under the hot hot sun, cuz it was quite difficult to find an aircontioner shopping mall there mahx, since didnt know the place quite well. walk along the singapore river before going home, only walked half of the length of the river bahx, i already felt quite tired liao, hmm, actually the singapore river is quite long sia, i always thought it was just a small river, but tink i was wrong. went home, sleep through the rest of the late afternoon, woke at at around 8 plus 9 and cook my own dinner, curry chicken maggi mee with tuna! yes, my new creation and it was nice=). but i cut my hand while i was opening the can of tuna, blood start flowing out, was sort of shock cuz it was a long time since i cut my finger liao, so duno izzit suppose to be a bad karma or sth, sianz... dun tink too much liao, dan later really sth bad happen sia... tink that's all for today liao, here are few of the pictures taken at the bbq...

a lame table tennis player?

one last heartbreak...

sweet couple=)

crazy guys, mostly from 1s09

close up!

pool and pooh, haha...

2006-11-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

YES! today went to school to pass up my I&R which is the last section of the whole project work, and after these few months of hardwork, TADA! NO WORK PROJRCT WORK IN THE FUTURE LIAO... haha, super happy now, cause from now onwards will have more free time liao le...ok lah, the whole thing have not ended yet lah, but it will be all over after we pass up our project work file on tue liao...=)

sleep at around 4am this morning to complete my I&R, went to school in the morning, super tired, to print my work but the printer in the school have no ink. bo bian, rush to joe house to print it and went back to school to pass up... travel here and there and finally, when i get my work done, its already 1 plus liao. went home, took a small nap, bath and went out for pool again, not pro at it but wendy ask mi go mahx, so just go and see lohx...

at first, i just sit around looking at them play, but after one hour or so, when jun gui arrived, the gals played doubles so i join in lohx. super lousy when i first started lohx, like almost every ball i will miss, even if it is a straight ball, i also missed sia, and the gals all had a good laugh, but dan after lian kai taught mi how to hold my stick properly, i tend to play a little better liao, and when my last game while i was playing with reuben, i can hit all the balls, althought only some went it lah, but at least i did not foul mahx, haha, am i pro or what? improve tremendously in 1 hours time lohx, but still not good lah, lose to reuben, but since he is a pro, he should win mi de mahx... not bad le, i think, because it is only my third time playing mahx, i think, if i bother to train, i think i can play like him too...=)

sianed life, with him and without him, isnt it the same?

2006-11-06T23:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday went over to lian kai's house to celebrate si yuan's 17th birthday, didnt really enjoy myself, because too many people le, i think, and some of them i don't really know them that's why i duno who to join in, and i'm quite sianed. luckily i brought my ah boy along, so i can take care of him and it can somehow kill my time there bahx. ok lah, not sae i really gain nothing from the party lah, i did actually get to know wendy's boyfriend better and i found out that actually he is quite a nice guy and he was very caring towards wendy so i think i was wrong about him being of an 'ah beng' in the first place, sorry...=)

hmm, this morning woke up with a bad headache, think i got the virus from ah boy yesterday bahx, but bo bian i still have to wake up early to complete my I&R, i try to complete it as fast as i can but still i was late for my PW meeting, guys sorry about that and wendy too, sorry that o let you wait for so long, paiseh sia... go through twice of my oral presentation, sort of like memorise my script lohx, but still not quite sure on some parts, so have to work on it by wed, the big day... also, there is still lohx of shits that we need to add into our presentation slides and we are still going to do a brochure, oh god, think my group have to chiong like mad liao...

well, went home, thought of chatting online to relax for a while but can find noone, sianed, ok lah, not noone but all of them talk to mi abt schoolwork, i'm like, haiz... let mi relax bahx. follow my normal routine and finally, need to do some work liao, now finding some pictures for our presentation, found quite a lot but duno whether they can be use ntz, so i try to save as many as possible, but of cuz those better looking ones lah. while i was finding the pictures, i came through some interesting artwork which was done using recycable materials, so i pick some of those which i found was quite interesting and post them here, hope your will like them too...=)

the things i did...

2006-10-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

well, wasted some time for the questions just now, now let mi start blogging bahx. recently, everyday was like holiday to mi, everyday go out, have fun, reach home, sit in front of my com and slack, didnt really do any useful things but ok lah, the days just pass like that and i almost forgot my chinese a levels is coming liao its on this coming friday, oh shit! haven even started on anything yet, think will have to buck up these few days liao...
hmm, let's start blogging from fri bahx, went for ultimate comedian at mediacorp with some of my friends, not really excited cause not the first time went for this type of show liao but still quite enjoyable throughout the show, cause in between, the people there will ask us to laugh as if the show very funny, at first i find it quite lame, but after i saw hj's mum laugh so happily, i cant help laughing too.

the stupid camera was always in my direction can, wah piang really cant stand it, make mi so uncomfortable all the time lohx, must zhu yi my yi tai these and that, the wrost think is i have to pretend smiling lohx, haiz but overall it's ok lah, cause we get to eat some tibits in between mahx=). after tat, on our way for supper, jeff forgot his hp in the studio, so we have to go back and help him find, but in the end he had to find himself as the police lady only allow him to go in mahx. serve him right lohx, who ask him to ji siao mi during the show, haha, like what jerold sae the bad karma.

went to the s11 at ang mo kio for supper, ate satays and it was a treat by hj's mum, thanx auntie! miss my bus home tat night, jeff lah, bluff mi, sae what the last bus is not usually the last bus still gt duno what last last bus, should not have listen to him lohx. so, bo bian have to take a cab home. saw my primary school classmate when i was at bustop, cant really recognise him but still share a cab back hm with him cause he had no money with him mahx, so i hao ren zhuo dao ti, pay for our cab fare lohx.
saturday was quite a day for mi, late for PW meeting, my groupmates cant open my file, need to redo my slides again, heard a super sad news during lunch, make mi cry for the whole afternoon and lost my appetite, but it all turn out to be a misunderstanding after i confront with him, hope that similar misunderstanding will not happen again liao, cause i don't like that feeling mahx, totally sadden lohx, i cried till my voice change lohx and kinda shock my groupmates, paiseh, but i'm ok liao le, hope that i did not spoil your mood.

went for steamboat with my frenz after tat, eat quite alot but was having a headache throughout the nite, maybe because i cried too much in the day liao and this made mi tired too, so didnt really have much energy for the steamboat. anyway, i still enjoy myself very much and we took alot of photos too, will put up later but i don't look good lohx, because, i also don't know why, maybe because of my fringe sticking to my forehead due to the smoky and sticking surroudings bahx, ok lah, mi don't find excuses liao, i don't look good in person too, so cant expect much lah.

as for today, slack whole day at home, but quite a fruitful day to mi, cause i kinda sort things out with him and i really feel alot better, so i decide to say all my feelings to him so that i wont feel so xin ku next time. i think tat's all for today bahx, blog next time preharps.

food!

yeah! here we come..

jojo cant wait any longer liao

thumbs up for the prawns

3 beauties =0

the happening guys...

the bewitching gals...

fortuane jeff

cheeze=)

jin, look at the cam plz

erm... iz bere under any alcohol?

the happiest moment of the day!

smile!

crazy guys

cutie guy=p

mrt, sianed nth to do...

what does our reflection show?

eeek... mind you, it's a public place can?

feli and mi

lame questions...

2006-10-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

well, here are the lame questions that yh aka botak requested mi to answer in my blog, it's kinda long, so ppl, please don't fall asleep k? at least you will know mi better after this, here it goes...

1. Will you tell your crush that you like him or her?
yuppx, maybe after some time when i know that he also have feelings for mi.

2. If your crush like somebody else, what will you do?
i will be sad of cause, but still i will try to help them to be together as i want him to be happy.

3. You have accidently bumped into your crush and his or her friends. He or she invited you to join them. What exactly would you tell him or her?
i will tell him that i have something on, sorry.

4. Prom is just around the corner. Your crush wants you to be his/her date. Now, do you think he/she likes you?
maybe, but i will not pin too much hope, because maybe he just treat mi as a very good friend bahx.

5. What will you do if your crush said "I love you" to you?
i will be over the moon and say i love him too.

6. Who is your crush?
i don't think now i should call him crush anymore bahx.

7. Do you think your crush like you too?
hmm, skip, paiseh to reveal the truth.

8. Why do you like your crush?
i also don't know the reason, but i just love him so much.

9. Do you share any interests with your crush?
i think so bahx, not too sure.

10. Will you ever going to marry your crush?
i'm too young to think of this now, skip.

ok, now for the next section...

1. Having feelings for myself
yuppx, i think to a certain extent everyone does bahx

2. Loving someone is tiring
super tiring, but i enjoy doing it course sweet surprises will happen sometimes.

3. Breaking up is freedom
hmm, it may be true but i don't like it.

4. Going on a date is a waste money
no really, you can don't really spent when you go on a date you know.

5. Long walk on the beach is boring
it depends who you are walking with, =).

6. Saying "I love you" is lame
but i think it's kinda feel like candy, sweet!

7. Making out is so gross
don't ask mi, but yes for sure if it is in public.

8. Prom sucks
not really.

9. Your boyfriend/girlfriend is someone
someone, that someone lohx...

well, next section again, don't feel bored k?

1. Knowing the painful truth or hearing the beautiful lie?
i rather know the truth, i don't like people to hide anythink from mi, because the longer it drag, the more painful it is.

2. Pretty but mean or ugly but nice?
not sure what the question is asking leh.

3. Group date or One-on-one date?
as long as we can spent time together, it's ok either way bahx.

4. Dating someone or staying alone?
what do you think?

5. Great body or great mind?
i want both for sure.

6. It's Saturday; Going out with your bf/gf or your friends?
friends lah, cause he will never initiate to ask mi out de.

7. Follow your heart or your mind?
i usually put feelings in the first place, so heart bahx.

8. You did a lot of bad things in the past; Confess or hide?
i no need to hide, cause i'm not good at lying, my friends and families will know the truth sooner or later, so... confess!

9. Your perfect date; Romantic dinner at an exclusive restaurant or a fun night at the amusement park?
fun of course, i'm still young.

10. The way you say good bye after you went on a date.
see the atmosphere lohx.

yeah! finally, i have finished, and now it's your turn, those people whose name appear below this sentence must answer all these questions in your blog, orelse bad luck will fall on you... don't try to escape.

~ tze kang
~ jun hua
~ feli
~ janice
~ fana
~ jeff

p.s joe, you are lucky cause yh ask you to do liao, so you are free from these!

promoted!

2006-10-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

well... lots of things happen these few days, lots to tell but dun tink i can blog all of it out bahx, but still will blog some. results are not too bad, mainly because of my classwork bahx, gt promoted but some of my frenz dun... sianz, tink i will miss nw need to start a new year without them, tink them lots lohx, so use to them around mi liao, it's kind of impossible bahx... juz wana tell them, i will miss ya de, hope next year we will still remain close contact yar?

hmm, recently because of the OP, have been quite busy. for the past daes have been presentation and presentation, damn sian, everydae need to go home to edit the script and present the next dae, wat a life sia... the time table was even wrost, everyday the same routine, chi lecture dan OP again. how sian a dae can be as compared to this?

ke lian de wo, lm told mi next mon and fri she nt going to school, which means... i will be all alone liaoz, the only girl in the class, sianz, tink i also no mood to go school liaoz, yh! u die oso muz pei mi ok? orelse i will be super lonely de... hiaz, next week is the last week of school, i tink should be consider as last week of school bahx, but dan must prepare the coming 'a' level chi and oral presentation sia, dan after tat, a few of my classmates and frenz should be going different ways liaoz, so i must seize on to everyday i have to spent more time with them... oh... my dinner is ready liao, mi go eat le, yay!

tomorrow, i will be dead...

2006-10-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

hmm, think i have not blog for weeks le bahx, cause like after promos, dont really have the mood to blog liao, cuz my result will be super bad and must enjoy fully these few days mahx, orelse after tml, which is the day for all SRJC JC1, i may not be able to enjoy myself le, cuz i have quite a high chance to be retain...

although i should be most worried about myself, but all my classmates around mi were so down with their marks, i started to worry about them more liao. especially after what yh and solo tell mi today, like they are very likely to get retain which make mi very sad inside, like to mi, they are sort of the soul in the class, without them with S9 next year will be a totally different class liao bahx, sianz, really hope that all of us can promote together.

went jojo's house to play mahjong today, thought i will win eventually cuz i think i am not too bad mahx, but, who knows, i lost in the end! mi, lose to jojo they all, haiz next time cant be over confident liaoz, or izzit a bad aura for tml? i really duno what to do liao, really very moody now, damn scare for what is coming in a few hours time,ARRH... cant even wana think about it now liaoz, sian. duno how to cont blogging liao, nvm let mi end off today's blog with some meaningful quotes bahx, since i dun really have much to sae liaoz...

' perharps it is better to wake up after all, even to suffer, rather than to remain a dupe to illusions all one;s life... '

' i don't wish to be everything to everyone, but i would wish to be something to someone... '

' the things i want you to know are too quiet to hear, while the things i want to take back are too loud to forget...'

i'm back...

2006-10-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

hurray! finally, after soo many battles, promos is over, and i'm finally free! yesterday was my last paper, didnt really do well, but i dun give a damn now liao lah. first time seeing my class guys playing basketballs, and all of them were soo cool, ok lah not very actually but better than how i usually see them as. their opponent is sm n sy they all, and i must, it was quite a good game and guess what did i get for watching the game? a sunburn! i totally sianed, and joe still say mi face really contrast with my clothes when we go out later.

went to joe's house to play mahjong together with bear bear and jh, i was the biggest winner again. after which, went out with them wearing joe's super baggy pants, i was very cool i must say and we catch a movie, ROB-B-HOOD, it was a super duper nice and funny show, love it so much, especially the baby, he is sooooo cute! although i was very tired till the end, but still i had enjoyed myself.=)

wake up early this morning, feverish again, must be from those popcorn last night, no choice, ate some medicine and went back to sleep again. went out with joe in the afternoon, we travel all the way to queenstown and we bought clothes there instead of shoe, funny right? i think so too. travel all the way to town area, bought the converse shoe there which i wanted to buy for ages. on our way there, we saw all these caucasian running around orchard with bra sticking out of their clothes, and there were guys also, it was quite funny at first but after i found out that they were actually running for some woman society tinky, i think they are full of courage as they were able to go to an extreme for charity.

nothing much liao, i must say, life after promos seem really long, tired after a long day and when i reach home, alamak! fever again, think i must stay all day out with my friends in order for my immune system to fight the disease bahx. to all my friend, due to the recent haze, it is very easy to fall sick, so DRINK MORE WATER!

before i go, let mi tell your how did i distress myself this few days...

taking bo liao photos with my friends! =p

a fruitful day?

2006-09-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

erm... let mi see... 2 more days to promos liao... ARH!!! i haven finish studying half of the subjects, think i gonna be real dead sia, but nvm, at least i did put in more effort than i did for my O's, think that it will be an improvement bahx...

sianz, these few days are our study leave but still, i have to go back to school cuz i will be able to concentrate at home mah... meet yh they all at 9am, dan all of them were late... start my day in the library printing my econs notes, dan the stupid computer spoil loh, dan mi n lm had no choice but to sit there and wait for the uncle to fix it, after that, study for a while and went out for lunch.

suddenly, duno what come over mi, i felt very emo, dun really have the mood to talk, so just quietly eat my favourite yoshi beef set meal. saw sy, gary n wp while eating, i called out to them and out of no where, i have the strong urge to pour out the sorrows inside to sy, maybe is because he is a very good listener bahx and we are kinda in the same situation, that may be the reasons why bahx. but, i don't have a chance to do so. went back to school, still feeling emo, and continue with my studies.

not long after, i suddenly recovered from my emo mood, and was quite back to original again. because, yh n solo really entertain mi with their lamenss when we were studying lah, i can see even joe was having a great time. and this goes on and on, studying n crapping till 6pm. then, we went home and mi n joe went to buy some stationaries for the coming exams...

hmm, really nothing much happen today, just some stupid mood swings that's all i think. well, to all my JC's friends, all the best for your coming promos, if anywhere in between you are lost and duno what to do, just think that i will always be there for your de ok, jia you, jia you, jia jia you! yar... here's the pics i took on friday when i played with the 'hard gay' toy...

haiz...

2006-09-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

promos is coming and everyone is mugging but why can't i find the mood and motivation to mug? how... what if i can't get promoted? i really did try to concentrate, but nothing seem to be getting in, die liao... what should i do now? i think the only solution is to continue mugging like others bahx... but will it still help? it's like only a few days to promos liao... well then, let faith decide where and how should i go on bahx... so long... =)

soo long...

2006-09-22T19:36:00.000+08:00

today, i'm real moody sia, super duper moody, everything that comes by seems wrong, none of them is in place. put it a lot of effort, and this is what i get... all e this feelings have been surpressed mi for the past few days and finally, i'm letting it out. don't wish to talk about what happen, just simply, all these school stuffs have really make my day.

after school, board on the bus, sit at one of the end corner, tears started to roll down from my cheeks, tried to control them, but they just don't listen to mi, this goes on and on until i reach home, lie on my bed, the tears still continue to roll down, i'm stress, so stress that i'm not e old mi anymore, e old mi won't cryher lungs out for school work, no she won't but why now i'm behaving like this? i hate this mi, i hate her, hate her for being an emotional freak, a scary cat who don't dare to fight and cry when she meet troubles, just hate her.

promos are coming, no i don't wana retain, i really don't, try my best to strive but all these sourrounding shit is holding mi back pulling and grabbing to prevent mi to go forward. i wana scream it out loud but, no one can hear mi, no one can, it has always be mi and myself in my life. i know you will be there to help, but i just duno how to reach out to you, i just duno how, i need help so badly but i just duno, duno how to ask for help...

time pass by, stuff the lollipop into my mouth and try to stop the tears. eyes were too tired to open, slept through the afternoon with tears on my pillow and lollipop in my mouth. woke up hours later, the lollipop was still inside my mouth, but i feel better, much more better. half of my sorrows were gone, maybe buried in the sweetness of my mouth, went into my stomach and hopefully, never to return again...

sorry for reprimanding at you today raymon, don't really mean it this way, but i just too moody to save the situation. and to mr fong, thanx for your lollipop, it really help mi through, and brought mi back from the bottom of well and up again... sianz, so emotional, duno what to do, but one small good news to share, i have played the limited hard gay toy, it's cool... =) lame but trying to make myself happy, so play along ok? yay!

what should i do?

2006-09-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

" the more i try to let go,

the more i know i love you.

the pain is so strong,

so strong that it tightens my heart and take my breath away.

i know i shouldn't be doing this,

but i just can't, i just can't stop thinking about you... "

i thought i was doing a good thing...

2006-09-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry, really sorry for what happen. i meant to help, i really do, but it's just seem that i have screw them up again...

i really hate these...

2006-09-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

these are the 5 things i hate which i brought myself into...

1. a mind full of you

2. broken hearts

3. swollen eyes

4. sleepness nights

5. repeating love songs

real foolish right? i thought so too, but i just cant control my feelings, and now they are controlling mi...
~ the last thing i need is the pity look frm your eyes.....

sorry...

2006-09-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

yesterdae, after i chat with yh, i felt very emo, soo sooo soooo emo dat i cry for a long long tym lohx... i duno why i will lyk tat oso, i juz feel lyk cryin cuz alot of tinks iz surpressing on my heart lohx, till i tink i cant breathe liao so, i cry lohx, hopin to get everytink out frm dere n make it empty, so that i wun hurt but... tink i didnt succeed in e end, yh, u bluff mi lohx, u sae cry liao dan nex mornin will ok liao but still... my heart is still cryin lohx...

soo, 2dae when i went to my 4e2 gatherin, i didnt reali interact with e rest sia, juz stay in my small click, cuz i till nw still very emo mah, i oso duno hw sia, muz i cry again 2nite? tp my 4e2 darlings, i'm reali very sorry tat i'm nt enthu 2dae, i promise nex tym tis wun happen again cuz i will try to surpress my feelings and let u see e old siokie k?

oh yar, tink i still gt took some pics durin e bbq, but since i so emo nw, i shld upload dem nex tym... haiz... so emo, oso duno hw to cont liao... hmm, i tink i will let tym wash away all tis pain bahx, i dun wana to get hurt anymre, i dun wana to try again n put myself into all tis shit again, i juz hate tis, why do i have to get myself into tis situation again and again? guess i will try to make a stop here, soo tat my heart will hurt anymre...

" It's hard to live alone, its hard to choose someone to love,but the hardest part of falling is to admit that you have fallen in love with someone you didn't mean to love from the start..."

my lao po 17th bdae...

2006-09-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

hiaz... actuali wana blog abt e teacher's eve tinky wan sia, but dan my boy boy still haven send mi e pics, abit sianed liao, dan i ned to wait for soo long b4 i can blog, cuz i dun wana to blog n put up e pics separately mah... soo nvm i will blog abt 2dae first dan go back to blog abt last thurs nex tym...

2dae iz sm bdae! happy 17th bdae! a group of us have decided to celebrate his bdae for him. dey bought a very cute elmo cake lohx, a baby elmo in its diaper, very cute rite? dan actuali we wana suprise him outside his hus de, but duno why he die die oso dun wan us see his hus loh, so he let us wait dwnstairs for super long liao... tink his hus gt gold sia, hiaz... mi n joe dey all actuali wana see hw his hus look lyk wan loh, dan he soo secretive, we oso bo bian...

so we wait for super duper long before he came dwn, dan we blow candle, cut cake e same old stuff... dan e sy kuku rite, ask mi to smash e cake at sm face lah, so i did guess wat? i gt smash back oso, dan make until my hair my face, dan lyk super 'er xin' loh, e chocolate smell iz all over my face and very oily oso loh, even if i wash with e soap rite, e smell still stays on my hair loh, so eeek lohx...

dan we went to play basketball, cuz i dun reali noe hw to play, pluz my leg reali abit kuku mah, soo didnt reali play, dan dun wana pull my team dwn, so after a while, i juz sit dere n watch dem play lohx... even it is juz for an hour pluz hor, i still gt a sunburn loh, pro rite? we dan went to e black pepper lunch for lunch, i eat until very full lohx, cuz i buy e big big meal mah, cuz onli tat type dan gt e bean sprot wan...

cuz we didnt reali plan for e dae, so after lunch we juz wander around hougang mall, finally dan we decide to go play pool, yeah... can find place to rest liaoz... so i juz sit dere n watch dem play, cuz i duno hw to play pool oso. sian rite? every activities dey tink of iz all i duno wan, nex tym i muz organise liao... haha... but dan reali very sorry to sm lah, 2dae ur bade dan lyk nt very fun lyk tat... pai seh sia, nex tym i promise will be a better wan...

oh yar, 2dae brandon, my bro cum find mi dan cuz long tym no meet liao so he lyk ask mi alot of tinkz loh, abit nosy lah, but still he very cute lohx... he actuali sae wana save money to buy mi a nice nice slipper when he heard tat i wana but one, sweet rite? i was very touch loh, nv thought tat he will actuali save for mi sia... i tink tat's e most touching words i heard tis week sia... hmm, late la, tink i will stop here bahx...

=)... one last heartbreak...

2006-08-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

yeah... tink 2dae was e best dae i have for e past few mths loh, no studyin, no lectures, nth! all i do 2dae was juz to have fun... watch a sch concert in e morning ( some of my class guys gt perform and teachers too ), carnival (ate lots of tinkz ) and dan go back to bowen( saw my techers n 4e2 class gatherin). i reali did enjoy myself very much lohx, and i nw soo tired le, soo i decide to blog e details some other dae, mayb tml or sth bahx, cuz my frnez haven sent mi e photos yet...

aniwae, was surfin e net juz nw, saw some meaninful and lovely quotes and thought tat i shld share will ppl... so here dey are...

" Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do. "

" My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You! "

" It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,but its also true that we don't know what we've been missing on until it arrives. "

" Love wasn't put in your heart to stay, because Love isn't Love until you give it away. "

" Love can touch just one time, but it can last for a life time. "

" If you love someone, tell them... for hearts are often broken by words left unspoken. "

"You can't Buy Love But you can Pay Heavily for It. "

" Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go. "

" Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. "

" Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul. "

" The part that hurts me the most, is knowing that I once had you and then lost you... "

" Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult. "

" The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go, and knowing when to say goodbye. "

" Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours. "

" It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye. "

tis quotes reali did make mi realise sometink... one last heartbreak, plz make tis e last tym love hurts...

ke lian de wo...

2006-08-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

nt feelin too well for tis few daes but still, ned to study like hell for e tests, cann somebody juz save mi fr all tis shit? my time is so pack, soo sooo pack tat, i dun tink i can grab a tink chance to breathe... boy boy sae my blog full of slingish, abit dun understand, but tat's my style mah, muz try to get use to it.

ya, kinda blog a poem yesterdae, i tink it is nt too bad, at least it brings out my feelings. see... i am quite okk in my language wan k? still get write poem leh, is only tat i dun wana sound soo formal mah. sianz... tml gt some kuku course and i am goin all alone, mi alone sia, tink i gotta struggle tru it le...

hmm, nt much tink to blog sia, aniwae, tink i will try to blog mre poem cuz i tink it is kinda cool, dun u tink so?

check this out...

2006-08-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

" can you hear my heart breaks?

it shatters like a glass in front of you.

it sounded so loud, so sharp, yet so deep

till all my tears dried up.

i tried to call out to you,

but you just couldn't seem to care.

they were drowned with our past,

and i was left behind.

all alone, all alone in this deserted island,

with only your back in sight... "

happy + sad dae...

2006-08-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

here i am, once again... haha, soo high nw sia, oso duno why leh... hmm, muz be a bit siao le, cuz gt a very very tragic news, MY HP SPOIL LIAO! haiz, oso duno why will spoil sia, i msg until half way dan suddenly hang, so i off it n open again, dan all e keypads cant sensnor laioz... ke lian de wo, my mummy sae 2 mre mths dan my plan 2 yrs liao dan ask mi to wait... hiaz... how do i live without you, my dear hp ar, wat to do, i bo bian muz beg my sis to lend mi hers...

dun talk abt tat liaoz, change topic, change topic. 2dae mi, joe, wendy n jg went to buy sm's present, dan botak n raymon was around tat area so, we went to shop around 2gethe lohz... hehe, we walk for quite sometym dan finally decide to buy him e jacket frm e 77th street, cuz he wan jacket eith e hook mah, nowadays lyk very difficult to find liao, soo very little choices, hope he lyk it bahx...

dan we went to hougang mall dere n eat black pepper lunch, to wait for sm dey all soo dat can pass him e present mah, cuz e jacket is a little heavy lah, dun feel lyk givin him another mah, actuali when we were waitin for dem rite, i wana study de, but hor, e maclaurin tinky rite, i reali dun understand a single tink lah, soo i juz sit dwn dere n stone and look at e notes... haha, but dan wendy gt notice so she stop doin her work n accompany go shop around... wendy, xie xie ni...

after dat, we feel kinda tired le, soo sit at e mac and wait for sm dey all, until 7 plus dan cum loh... sm lyk didnt quite lyk e present sia, oh ya, gary was with him and we found out dat gary speak lyk wp loh, super funny sia, my two 'mei mei' speak alike... dan, actuali we were suppose to go hm de, but dan mi n wendy decide to follow behind deir back lyk e PI, cuz sm alwats dun wana let others noe where he live mah, soo we tink tat we shld find out 2dae... e process was thrillin and fun, very excitin, especially when u thought tat dey noe u r followin dem but actuali dey are nt. finally, after some tym, we manage to follow sm until his block area and noe which floor he live in, haha, we clever rite, nex tym can go be PI liaoz...

at night, after i reached hm rite my mum sae e indian god, duno wat has an small event below my block, soo we went dwn to see, cuz last year we went mah, e tink was grand n lots of ppl were prayin and e best part is, i can get to see my p6 form teacher mr bala again, he was helpin out wif his bro every year mah. long long tym nv c him liao, so when i saw him i was very happy lah, cuz he still rmb mi and h\see tat he is very happy for mi, i was very proud of myself, at least i nv dissapoint one of my teacher n went to a jc... mayb tat explain my high mood nw bahx... kinda late le, ned to go do hw lohx, sianzzz, wat a no life life ar...

i am stupid, so what?

2006-08-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

the tym table for 2dae has been change to fri's tym table liaox... cuz tml we gt noo sch... cool rite, gt long weekends to rest liao, but still muz study a bit lah. 2dae, we have PE, but e session is lyk kinda short lah cuz gt e first part gt briefin mah, but dan oso gt lah, becuz gt nt enough tym rite, miss lam let us play e games we wan, dan we play badminton! yeah... cuz i long long tym nv play, soo i have quite alot of fun , but only play for half an hour nia, kinda short sia...

although 2dae is fri tym hor, but still gt phy SPA lohx, sianz rite? hiaz... bo bian, whu ask i am student leh? sae until e SPA i dan sian ar, sm n jh dey all already tel mi lyk, almost everytink, i still can screw e whole tink up, i'm reali pro rite? wat SI units, constant lah, all dose silly stupid mistake, i gt put in effort loh, but still hiaz... already quite sad over tat tink liao, dan sumre my classmate e 'monster' lah, if ur noe whu, hear somewan callin him tis in lecture, aiya, tat's nt e pt lah, he rite, still dwn dere sae i stupid loh, wat he nv strudy oso can score better dan mi, i noe i stupid lah, but oso no ned lyk tat sae rite? i alredy very sad over my SPA liao leh... nv study meh, dan still borrow my notes for wat? bluff ppl nia, duo pao sian...

after tat, we went singin, actuali dun feel lyk goin de, cuz no mood mah, but dey wait for mi for soo long liao, so i go loh, still on e way i was complainin abt e SPA tink lahx... luckily i gt go sing ar, cuz it definitely make mi feel better lohx, cuz in btw cuz many lame tink mah... haha, tat's why nw i nt soo sad liao, still have mood to go friendster see see my frenz photo, haha, real bo liao rite? but i reali dun feel lyk studyin nw mah, mayb later dan go hw bahx... thanx lots to jg, sm, jh, tgan, wp n edmund cuz ur reali cheer mi up alot alot... xie xie ni men, but just nw i gt 'suan' some of ur, hope tat ur dun put it to heart cuz i am juz jokin de...

i felt reali terribled...

2006-08-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

actuali dun intend to blog de, cuz ned to do my gp essay to met e deadline tml, but after readin jx's blog, i reali feel very, i duno wat to sae, terrible bahx i guess. so i decided to blog tis down bahx, cuz my xin zhen de hen guo yi bu qu...

i nv once thought tat my action will hurt anyone cuz i will try my very best to make my frenz around mi happy, sometymz, i even come up with very lame and stupid jokes juz to make ppl feel some kinda of entertained. i dun mind being tink as stupid or siao ja bo, if my frenz around mi feel e joy, i will be happy too, tat is wat i tink a frenz shld do, to help frenz to solve their problems, cheer dem up etc.

i reali treat jx as my frenz, i hope she does too, seein her livin in tis misery reali did pain my heart, e worse is, i am e cuz of part of her misery... many a times i saw her wanderin alone, but she was like quite ok to be alone, i rmb e first tym i saw her, she look soo cheerful, soo bright, nv thought tat she has soo much pain. i reali feel very terrible for addin up to her misery, i nv wana hurt anyone de, serious, tat's iz reali hw i behave with my close frenz. if u happen to see tis, i'm reali sorry, if it reali matter soo much, i will try to keep some distance with him whenever we are together...

here again, duno wat to do...

2006-08-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

tink it has been a week since i blog liao bahx. sianz... this few daes have been sooooo busy can, cuz durin the long holidae i didnt reali use them fruitfully, so bo bian, muz chong all my homework liaoz... wah... duno why feel soo, aiyo i oso duno hw to sae, lyk gt no mood for everytink sia. but i juz wana sae tat recently e tinkz happening around mi reali make mi believe tat " zhi yao xiang xin, ni xin li suo xiang de, xi wang de, yi ding hui cheng zhen de." soo, muz have faith in urself, believe wat iz impossible to be possible, cuz it will one dae... reali no mood to blog liao, tis i will po zi lu, and have a short blog tis tym...

P.S. TK pai seh, i noe u ask mi nt to blog in hanyupinyin, but u muz understand, becuz of my eng standard, i ned to express sometinks in chi, so muz 'ti liang' mi k?

yesterdae was such a long dae...

2006-08-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

tis are wat we use to build e sandcastle.

one funny guy n one funny man... cute rite?

my lao po lookin at galz again. hiaz...

wendy.mi

hz.mi

crystal.mi

LM, stop lookin at my big pimple can?

wendy.LM

mi.botak hao.joe

e 3 tired galz.

arrr! my messy hair...

e balloons galz...

e 4 4eva e2rianz...

elaine.joe.desiree.mi

cool ccc's gals...

my class guyz build de, ugly hor...

nice har?

tat's our mission!

SRJC!

our master piece...

actuali yesterdae i wana blog this de, but was too tired le, cuz yesterdae was such a long long dae, by e tym i go hm, i was dead beat... hmm... let's recall wat i did yesterdae...

woke up at 5am, with joe and we went to met up with SM dey all and we went to ECP together. when we reach dere we start gettin ready to teach e rest of our schoolmates to build e sandcastle. i was e IC incharge of e green hus (cant figure out hw to spell), at first, mr tan ask us to do e "hw fast we can gather" try out, its kinda of lame ok, well but we did it aniwae. dan we help to bring all e building kits for diff hus and e whole sandcastle buildin start frm nw...

for e first one hr, i was at e green hus guildin students and some teachers to build e sandcastle. its kinda of weird lah, cuz u lyk duno e ppl dan when u tel dem wat to do it's abit funny mah. still, i try my best to do watever i can lah. after tat, mi n LM went to find my classmates, dey were at e yellow hus section, n dan iz when i started to feel mre relax and have mre fun. durin e process, i can dat some of my class guys are a bit sissy loh, cuz dey lyk dun even wan to use deir bare hands to build e sandcastle, i thought dat only happen to gals? well nvm, but in e end my class manage to finish deir part of e sandcastle.

e news reporter came to film e whole process, and interview e some of e students. but, i was quite disappointed when all e credits went to e students council loh, it e ccc( community champion council) did all e work loh, we had spent daes to go dwn to ECP to lent hw to build sandcastles and oso spent e past sat n sun buildin e master piece but in e end... haiz, nvm lah, as long as can help charity i tink its ok liao bahx.

after tat, we went to bugis, we ate 'ajisan', iz tat hw it is spelled? we were soo hungry tat, i tink e food taste reali gd. dan we went to shop for our bags, and nt long later, mi n wendy decided to but e puma sling bag. at first wendy wana buy e white wan, but she thought tat it was kinda 'lian' soo, we bought e same bag eventuali. it was a brown, rectangular sling bag, i kinda lyk it very much.

later in e late afternoon, mi, wendy n SM met up with jeff and kenny and we went for bowling. mi n wendy nv bowl lah, cuz we gt no money liao, after buyin e bag, and we are no soo gd in bowling, so we gave it a pass. but, we have lots of fun watchin dem bowl cuz jeff n SM was reali funny lah, for e first few tries dey throw e ball directly into e drain lah, but afetr tat dey were qutie ok liao lah. i muz sae, kenny was reali gd yesterdae loh, for each game rite, was all over 100 points loh, zhen shi ren bu ke mao xiang sia.

after 3 games, we went to met up with TK n went to watch fireworks together, it was reali nice, e fireworks reali beauty up e dull sky. dan, we went to eat dinner n it kinda end our dae liao... reali a long dae sia, i quite enjoy myself lah, but in btw tat was tis someone whu spoilt some of our mood lah, still, it was a fruitful dae though.

super worn up after e past two daes...

2006-08-07T19:02:00.000+08:00

e past weekends was lyk wat lah, super duper tired sia... had been buildin sandcastle for e whole of both sat n sun loh, frm 8am to 7pm leh, build until my whole body achin lah, espeacially my back, tink it is goin to break anytym liao... oh ya, somemre i injured my knee again, it juz give way by itself loh, damn siao rite? tis happen on last fri after i had used e new knee guard, sian loh, until nw my knee is still achin sia, mayb it is becuz i do too much squattin and bentin while i was buildin sandcastle liao, tat's why it recover soo slowly loh... haiz... poor mi...

becuz of e sandcastle tink, i nv do my hw durin e weekends loh, cuz i too tired liao, e moment i lay on bed, i fell asleep straight away. but dan 2dae when i go sch, teacher nv scold mi lah, cuz i tink i reali look too tired liao. and guess wat, i oso gt abit of sun burn even with sun block on, ridiculous rite, tink i am reali nt fit to be under e sun bahx...

after sch, tk came to my hus n take e maths bk. when i saw him, i almost cant recognise him loh, he wear a long sleeve shirt, long pants with a tie, i muz sae he look... erm... sooooo different loh, ok lah with abit handsome n smart, tink he reali look good with e office boy outfit, i oso took pics with him... cool rite?

2nite, joe cumin my hus to stay over loh, cuz tml we ned to go eastcoast early in e mornin to build e Singapore " LONGEST SANDCASTLE!" yeah! hope all our hardwork wun cum to a waste, reali hope tat our sand of mission will be a big success.

slack and slack and slack...

2006-08-01T18:35:00.000+08:00

aiyo... since last weekends, i havin been slackin lah, ok lah, e correct word is sleepin. duno wat's e reason, e moment i see my bed, i feel lyk... Zzz.Zzz..Zzz... haiz... is this some kinda of disease? tis mornin went to doctor's appointment, and guess wat, i need no go back for checkup liao, but until further notice lah... yeah! ok lah, but still ned to go back for physio lah... e doc asked mi buy some duno wat knee guard sia, it cost $150+ loh, soo ex rite? almost faint when i heard e price, but my mum was soo keen on buyin it, n in e end, we bought it. god... gonna wear e super ugly guard durin PE, sianz, tink of it makes mi wana pon PE tis cumin fri liao... n to LM, pai seh sia, 2dae u r alone in e mornin again.

oh ya, gt back my chem test, I PASS... so happy sia, cuz i didnt reali study loh, thought will fail de, but it turn out to be quite gd. hmm... tink i gettin fatter tis few weeks sia, keep on eatin non-stop. juz nw went studyin with LM, ok lah, nt reali study lah but at least we did sth. i went to eat yoshi, cuz cant stand e temptation sia... nex tym, ppl plz stop mi frm eatin endlessly again hor. dan we saw few of our classmates dere, n when we walk behind dem, we saw lots of, ok lah a few gals lookin at dem loh, hmm... i tink those gals find dem attractive?........., but mi n LM cant figure out which part of dem is attractive leh, maybe becuz we everydae see dem dan see ntil sian liao, so nv notice bahx... hmm... tired le, so i will keep it short bahx.

trail run, tired sia...

2006-07-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

2dae soo tired sia, cuz mornin durin PE we have e trail runfor beach run, and amazingly, i finish e whole run without stoppin... ok lah, i did stop at e station tat we are suppose to stop lah, but i reali didnt imagine tat i can run for tis long loh, nt bad nt bad, although i am quite tired over e run but still very haapy tat i can make tis achievement, cuz i usually dun lyk to run wan mah...

well, after e run, kinda feel tired for all e lessons, i almost slept in e lecture sia. oh ya, 2dae nv bring my hp to sch, dan lyk feel soo uncomfortable for e whole dae lah, cuz lyk quite unsecure mah. worst still, hz cum and collect e ccc fund, tat i was onli left with $1.40 for e whole dae... soo ke lian loh, nt even have e money for a proper meal, dan i bo bian, juz eat bread...

tis whole week lyk qutie sian sia, although i oso bz with sch wirk lah, but lyk e whole week nv went out with my bowen frenz dan lyk he bu xi guan lyk tat sia. usually everydae after sch we will have some activities together wan loh, like go karaok or meal, but nw, they lyk all bz with deir own stuff loh, one dae wo men ye jiang bu dao ji ju hua loh... haiz... oso duno why will becum lyk tat sia... soo sad, wo bei yi wang le! aiya, no tym to fan zhe xie le, cuz tis weekend, WO YOU HEN DUO GUO KE TO DO! jia you! x3...

iz tis reali 1s09?

2006-07-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

nv do my hw yesterdae and thought tat e whole class will be e same as mi lah, so i was lyk havin e bo chap attitude, but guess wat? most of my classmates did their work loh, and i was lyk wat the... oh my god, my class actually bothers to do their hw liao. aiya, next tym cant slack liao... heng heng, i was nt e onli one nt done with e hw sia, soo mi n LM did our hw after sch n pass dem up to teacher.

tink iz becuz of e mid-yr results bahx, lyk everyone around mi are sooooo hardworkin mw lah, dan i feel soo sian loh, actuali thought tat my JC's life will nt be lyk e others lah, alwayz chong studies, but... all my frenz busy studyin nw liao, dan noone pei mi go out slack liao... haiz... wat to do? guess i muz oso put in some effort, or i will stay in tis sch for 3 yrs liao...

well, nw joe, SM and JH dey all everydae stay back at sch to study loh, dey r chongin for promos nw liao. dan left mi alone, sianz... noone pei mi go home liao, guess i ned to learn to be independent frm nw on liao bahx... goin hm alone reali hen bu xi guan loh, lyk very weird leh, but wat to do, muz i reali stay back everydae n sudy with dem? aiya, reali duno lah, oh... dinner iz here liao... yes, i'm soo hungry sia... b4 i go, yimao, u r my idol sia... if i was u, i dun tink i can be as strong n be happy go lucky like you loh...

promos suck to the core...

2006-07-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

reali hate it when almost all e ppl aorund u is askin to study, sayin tat " oh mine! its only 2 mths to promos, make work hard nw sia...". all these make mi soo sucki loh, reali feel lyk shoutin to dem, " is JC's life reali soooo dead, all u need to do is just study, study and study?", reali cant stand it loh, makin mi feel soo moody sia, no mood for everytink liao...

know wat? tis mornin, sth reali shockin happened... 2 of my classmates gt into a fight sia, it lyk real fight loh, juz happened rite in front of my eyes lah, so scary rite, i reali gt a shock lah, earli in e mornin somre leh, sian rite? nv in my whole life thought tat a real fight can happen in our class loh, cuz they are all in my eyes juz a batch of nice n playful ppl loh, nv thought tat they would fight loh. haiz, wat a bad dae sia...

beside these 2 tinks, e rest was juz lyk normal loh. but dere is one tink tat was troubling mi since fri loh, reali duno wat to do leh, duno hw to help her... she lyk always look so troubled and lonely lah, i noe tat if he is by her side, he reali can cheer her up de. i thought tat dey are quite close to each other leh, but she sae dey are nt so close b4 liao... haiz, oso duno hw lah, sumre hoh, she lyk a bit jealous i gd frenz with him leh, although she nv sae, but can guess it out frm her words...

i reali cant bear her lyk so sad leh, duno wat to do sia... soo troubled loh, oso cant dun frenz him rite? my gd friend leh... hw? but dan lyk hear frm my class guys tat she lyk sort of always flirtin with other guyz, duno if its true ntz, so shld i help her? wah lau, heard wat my classmates tel mi 2dae hoh, lyk kana cheated by her lyk tat leh, soo sad lah... nw oso duno wat to do sia... haiz, wat acomplicated tink...

long time since i blog sia...

2006-07-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

whoo, long time nv blog liao sia, tis few weeks seem to be soo sooo soooo busy tat i even forget tat i have a blog liao, but nvm, at least, i rmb nw sia... actuali yesterdae wana blog de, cuz sth happened whcih made mi kinda of pissed and i thought of bloggin it dwn but, i have no tym, cuz too much hw liao so i nv blog loh... nvm, i shld blog on wat happened yesterdae nw bahx...

yesterdae, SM nv cum skool mah, soo i msg him n ask him loh, but he nv reply until evening tym... at first i was nt tat worried mah, cuz he always will sleep lyk dead pig lyk tat mah, dan nv bother to reply msges... but, when he replied mi in e evening, he told mi dan he was in e hospital loh, cuz he faint at his doorstep yesterdae mornin... becuz e dae b4 he was havin fever mah, soo i eventually believe him loh, but dan in e end it was just a joke lah, wat e hell rite, made mi soo worry lah, i even told joe joe abt it n we thought of visiting him de loh, hw can he do tis to us rite? make mi super duper angry lah, tis type of tink hw can lied wan? dun friend him liao lah, stupid SM, hope tat he will becum stupider after the fever...

ok, dun tok abt it liao, yue jiang yue sheng qi loh, 2dae even gt some of e frienz askin mi which hospital he is in loh, i mean hw can he crack tis type of joke? so childish rite? well, change e topic lah ar, cuz it will make mi even mre pissed... well, 2dae was as per normal, but 2dae GP's class was kinda no link lah, all abt soccer sia, althought i gt watch world cup lah and almost e whole class are guyz lah, but still mi n LM still girls rite, hw can we be interested in tis type of tink? haiz... tink e teacher reali forget all abt us liao...

and dan rite, 2dae some of us have to stay back for e punishment tinky mah, n our punishment was to arrange n clean up e block b classrms mah... at first i thought we ned to take a very long tym wan loh, but dan rite, we lyk finish arranging each class within 1 min tym lah, i was super amaze lah, cant believe our class can do tis fast n wat's even mre suprise was, e whole class lyk very united at tat moment lah, n we were having lots of fun loh... hmm, nv thought tat punishment will be so much of fun sia... we finish arrangeing all e classrms lyk withih half an hour or so loh, dan later we ate e pizza which leftover frm some sec skool seminar i tink...

after tat, i actali wana go buy e ' tamaguchi ' de, ( izzit lyk tat spell?) but dan... too late liao, left one nia... i hao bu ruo yi dan find joe and LM to buy with mi mah, dan thought can play together... nw only left wan, hw to play n make frinz? soo, i sianed n didnt buy loh, sad sia... all SM fault lah, if tat dae he n JG buy with mi dan i wun miss e chance liao... feel lyk cryin loh, cant get to play with e pets lah... haiz... oh ya, tml gt parent's meetin session, n my dad is goin, tink i will be in deep shit sia, cuz i score quite badly loh, nv put in enough hardwork... but amazingly, i still can get into e top 200 in e whole skool, tat means i'm nt e only one tat score badly lah... whew, lucky sia, thought i will be in e bottom 100 de... still, my dad will sure be dissappointed de loh, cuz i reali didnt do well, hiaz... juz hope tat i will do better in my promos bahx...

moody, mooody, moooody sia...

2006-07-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

sianz... duno why 2dae i damn moody sia... it's lyk no mood for everytink n everytink seems to go wrong. gt back my maths mid-yr paper, hiaz... flunk it again... althought i expect it to happen, but i juz can cant face it loh, i have nv in my life fail any of my maths exam leh, tis is my first tym sia... it made my mood ever worst.

well, tat was nt e main tink wich made my mood 2dae though. it was e whu lah, very stupid loh, make ppl angry oso duno loh, dan i am lyk dose duno hw to angry ppl wan mah cuz all my frienz sae tat i duno hw to be angry, n i tink it is sooo true lah... i try to give e whu attitude n nv talk to e whu for e whole dae, but dan i tink e whu reali a bit slow or wat loh, lyk oso duno i angry loh.

durin e weekends, e whu gt msg mi lah, dan i purposely dun reply, dan e whu still dun get it lah, ok lah, he was nt fully blame for tat lah, sumtyms ppl msg mi i oso nv reply wan, cuz when i find out liao already too late liao mah... but still e whu reali stupid lah, he always tink tat we wun angry de loh, onli try to scare him nia, but dan for these past few daes e 3 of us, joe, wendy and mi try our best to ignore e whu liao dan e whu still cant get it lah...

reali pissed mi off lah, have to continue being angry with e whu makes my life reali difficult lah, cuz i reali duno hw to be angry lah... but i oso dun wan to be alwayz taken for granted, as in dey noe i will nt be angry dan everytym nvm nvm... although noone have ever gone too far, still i wan ppl to noe i will be angry de loh...

finally... a mini class gatherin...

2006-07-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

haha, 2dae sch end super early sia, at 12.30pm... dan later suppose to have a talk de, but lyk almost everyone ponin e talk so i join e crowd too. and becuz we were release early, so mi n a few of my current classmates decided to go to e nearby kbox to zang xian our vocal... so, after some discussion, we decided to go to e ang mo kio kbox... cuz iz our first tym sort of lyk class gatherin mah, so i bo bian, i pang sei SM dey all, i'm reali very sorry abt tat, hope tat ur will understand...

well, e karaok session went quite well lah, when we arrived at e kbox, jerrell was shocked abt e price each of us must pay but still, he joined us aniwae... we started off i tink with jap song? i duno lah, forget liao. n can u believe it? jerrell can actualli read japanese words noe, so pro rite? all of us was lyk so shock lah, cuz he gt e 'eat potato' face mah... nonono, i rmb liao, iz mi n LM started e ball rollin n we sang jolin's songs.

we had alot of fun loh, i muz sae, i nv thought tat i will actuali click with jerrell. all of us had our chance to sing, but dan i tink jerrell sang e least bahx. we sang frm 2.30pm to 8pm loh, 5 hrs sia, quite kiang rite, and nw my throat a bit sore liao... e place was reali cold lah, all of us were freezin lyk hell loh, and in btw rite, we still can hear e ppl in e nex rm singing so loudly lah, and their voices are quite awful... is nt i bad loh, all of us started laughin when we heard dem loh...

dan after mani mani songs, we finally ended our dae with jerrell last solo jap song, and it was 'deep forest'. it was quite a fruitful dae lah, i muz sae, cuz it was our first tym hangin out together mah, i'm reali quite happy tat we can hang out sia, hope tat we will cont havin tis type of gatherin...

whew! alevel oral reali make mi nervous...

2006-07-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

2dae, i had my chi alevel oral... wow, nv thought tat i will touch on alevel soo soon loh, tinkin abt it makes my hair stand. aniwae, i am reali quite nervous over it loh, cuz SM tis few daes lyk soo stress over e oral lyk, dan influence mi oso liao...

i step in e hall with heart beatin lyk crazy, can reali feel e tension in e hall loh, i muz sae it was quite scary... we sat dwn in our diff groups n my seat was at e far right of e front row of group 17... at e side of mi are some of my classmates, n guess wat, i am e 7th person in my group to go for e oral. 7 noe, nt first few or last few, tink quite difficult to score bahx...

when e examination was goin to start, i started to panick le... iz lyk i was shivering all over sia, sumre e hall was air conditioner n was reali cold... but luckily, my classmates were quite entertaining n they would cum up with jokes which ease my nervousness. i reali appreciate tat sia, dey reali make mi less nervous, n after 45min or so, it was my turn to go for oral...

actuali i thought e oral would be quite difficult de, but e moment i read e passage, i reali song le yi ko qi, it was quite simple lah, but still dere were some words tat i tikam over. for e coversation, i tink i had delivered dem qutie well bahx but in btw i had use 'then' in eng... hiaz, oso duno hw i would score sia... oh ya, raymon whu was before mi rite, although he dun look nervous, but dan i tink he was panickin inside his heart loh, cuz when i go up dere, i realised tat at e back of e chair was wet, tink he reali perspire alot in an air-con hall sia...

finally, e whole tink was over, so mi n joe went to NLB to find articles for my PW. but tis few storeys library doesnt even have a single bk on recycling loh, can u believe it? i reali cant sia, so we bo bian, borrow some novels back loh since we already dere liao... haiz, tink will have to go others library to fing dose articles bahx. poor mi...

finally... i'm done for it again...

2006-06-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

well, cant believe i have been thru e mid-year liao... haiz... dey were hard loh, i have studied lyk duno wat, but still... sianz, maybe last min wrk reali cant wrk in JC bahx. i have never in my life felt so no hope in my exams loh, can u beleve it? for e 6 papers i have took, i have nt complete 3 of dem loh, n iz lyk over 30 marks for each paper tat i did nt do loh, tink tis tym, i reali die le.

mayb i was slow in my wrk bahx, i haven even have e chance to read the last few question rite, dan tyms up liao loh. earlier noe no ned mug until lyk tat loh, oso have no chance to apply all e knowledge i have learn. becuz of these exams, i tink i have onli slept for around 8 hours for this past few daes juz to mug loh, but all these have gone in vain...

sianz, i reali felt damn hopeless loh, tink i sure die durin promo de... god, plz help mi, help mi thru all tis shit, i dun wish to face dem ever again liao... wat e use of puttin in hardwrk? in e end, i still gt nth out of it... life is full of shit!

iz tis consider as studyin? nah, doubt so...

2006-06-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

2dae, i went out to study with e few friends with i usually hang out with. acutuali, we suppose to meet at 9.30am de, but dan lyk all of us overslept, so, lyk e whole thing was some sort of push back to e afternoon, but i was untold about it, and i rush lyk nobody's business loh... i reach e venue abt 10am bahx, dan i wait n wait for around 45mins, dan finally, joe came. she was e only one whu eventually came in e mornin loh, e rest either PS us or came in e afternoon.

so... nvm, mi n joe went to study at e sengkang CC, but haven start studyin yet rite, i was already sleepy liao, cuz i'm nt use to wake up soo early mah, usually i wake up durin noon tym de. i keep on askin joe about phy questions, cuz all very difficult mah, ok lah, plus i gt abit stupid oso lah. i noe joe had tried her best to explain to mi liao, but, lyk SH sae rite, she iz reali poor in explainin tinks, so in e end, i 'shi dong fei dong' de did e questions.

at around 12+, SM arrived, dan we continue studyin until around 2pm and we went to meet up with marcus n eiling for lunch. b4 tat, cuz we were waitin for marcus mah, so we went to e arcade centre at CP to see see and e first tink we step in, we saw a lot of ppl crowdin around e machine which use to catch bear bear de and dere iz one auntie, ok lah, duno if iz s auntie or her daughter lah, juz one family rite, dey had caught 2 very big bear bear loh, so pro rite, i nv thought tat actuali ppl can catch dose bear bear loh, i alwayz thought e machine iz to bluff ppl money onli, tat's wat my parents sae oso mah, but 2dae, i had witness e truth, actuali iz can catch de, but u muz be super pro nia. haha...

a few mins later, marcus came n we process for our lunch, we decide for very long and finally, we went to pizza hut for their sort of student meal. e mei mei whu serve us at e doorstep was so cute loh, she keep on smilin n laughin dan e stupid marcus sae she was laughin at mi cuz of my size. i totally sianed loh, but nvm, e whole lunch went well n we had all enjoy our meal n JG had oso join us while we were eatin. n becuz e service charge for e meal was lyk quite ex, soo mi n marcus decided to finish e bottle of cheese n without much struggle, we did it! haha, unbelievable rite.

after lunch, we went to e CC and study again. ok lah, nt fully study lah, we oso crap around. dan we did sth very lame, we used SM's hp to msg jeff dose mushy stuff made him cant 'tahan', haha. so eventuali, until 6.30pm, i have finish my phy tutorial hence, mi, joe n SM left e study gruop. joe went home, n mi n SM went to help her return e south fist mother album to jeff. we went to e place around jeff hse n we erm... kinda forgoten with block he live in. we search for a while n finally we found e place, haha, n it was mi whu guess it correct, n becuz of tis, haha, SM was force to tel mi a secret.

but he was very 'puo puo mama' loh, wana sae dan dun wana sae, but in e end, he 'bo bian' and had to tell mi cuz he had lost e bet mah. but in btw, he sae sth with make mi feel kinda guilty, he sae ' wo huo hui yang yang duo shun zhe ni...', this phrase made mi went hm to ' zhi wo fan xing'. after tinkin for quite some tym, i find tat sometimes... i reai quite 'ba dao' towards e tinks i wan, so... to all whu read my blog, nex tym if i make ur lyk do e tinks ur dun wan rite, dun be afraid to follow ur own tinkin, i will nt be angry de, i will only pretend to be wan. haha, so if i had in some ways make ur upset n feel tat i'm mean or wat, plz dun be angry with mi, cuz i nt do it on purpose de... i'm reali very sorry, plz dun let my wrongdoings 'dilute' our friendship Kkz... love ya all!
P.S. 2dae, i wore marcus orange degreeless spectacle for almost e whole dae, cuz i tink e spectacle sort of suit mi mah, n i tink i look mre knowledgeable with it haha, but SM sae, i look lyk some sort of horny teacher loh, sianed... but nvm, joe sae i look better in tis spectaclesdan e others n i tink so too. so, i tink i will try to get myself a orange spectacle soon, cuz i lyk wearin spectacle...

happy father's dae plus bdae...

2006-06-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

a year have pass n finally its father's dae again... well, 2dae, i went to shop for father's dae present with joe, we went to marina sq, i didnt reali shop dere b4, cuz i tink e tinks dere r... i duno, nt suitable for mi bahx... we window shop e whole mall n we found nth for our papas. so, we decided to proceed to our next venue, PS cuz dere gt those 'mre mature' shop mah, lyk john little and mre. on our way at citylink walkin to e mrt, i saw tis one of my pri sch schmate, he becum lyk, eeeee... a bit ah beng but still look e same lah, nt much of a change.

when we stepped into PS, e first tink we did was... ' ke ko wei', yes, e cripy chicken! yummy! aniwae, i tink e ppl dun lyk mi loh, first he nv gif mi e recipe dan he gif mi a poor quality paper bag, dan e oil made until my whole hand sia... sianz... nvm, dun sae liao, or i will be even sad. dan we went to e john little n bought our papas' presents. i bought a belt n brief n joe bought a belt, i must sae we had no choice but to but these cuz all e clothins dere nt suitable for dem mah... later, joe suddenly suggest to go play photo hunt, so we went to e arcade centre at e top floor, i tink iz our skills nt gd bahx, we haven completet i tink even 10 rounds dan we die liao, e second time was a better wan but e machine reali lack loh, make us lose... haiz, wat a unlucky dae...

after tat, i gt e sensation to shit mah, so we went home. at night, my family went to bugis to eat our dinner, cuz it is a speacial dae, we went to eat e steamboat opp parco, althought its quite ex lah, but nvm cuz gt e 'yuan yang guo' mah, dan one side iz e 'ma la' wan dan we nv try b4 mah, so we eat dere loh. actuali we suppose to eat at e other store de, but dan e store suddenly blackout dan we have no choice mah... we reali ate lyk crazy at e steamboat store loh, n e 'ma la' soup reali damn spicy sia, so i seldom ate tat. i ate alot of mushroom loh, eat until, i tink i gt phobia of it liao, at e end of e dae, i tink i ate alot alot, fill up my whole body till my throat liao. n e total cost of e whole meal iz about $85 bahx, quite ex loh, cuz nt very speacial mah... so, becuz i ate too much, i cant sleep nw n have to sit at e com till... aiyo i duno e when lah...

P.S. 2dae iz my father's bdae oso... haha, cool rite, onli need to buy one present for him each year.

it's 4e2 gatherin...

2006-06-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

r ur done yet? TIRED leh...

e cake for e bdae boy( in black )....

r we cool or r we nt?

hmm... are they havin secret meetin?

food! here i come...

6 lovely gals... Whao!

4e2! my one and only...

happy as always...

2 thumbs up for e BBQ!

wow, nice butts!

tryin hard to skate...

busy settin up fire...

our pit venue...

just reach home and all worn out but still, i cant wait to blog our gathering 2dae! oh mine, although e gatherin was lyk ok only, but to mi, it was lyk, i duno soo much fun... maybe it was becuz i have nt seen them for ages so i'm kinda of excited bahx... seriously said, we only nv see each other( e 4e2rians) for lyk, maybe 1mth + but i reali miss dem lots, nw dan i noe, actuali all of dem have alreadi be part of mi, i reali cant bear to nt be in contact with dem...

while, 2dae we had a BBQ at east coast, area C pit 13, cuz it e only place available for 2dae le... it is so far frm e mac loh, we have to walk miles b4 we reach dere... so... 2dae, we meet at 12.30pm to buy food, but obviously, i'm late again, as ususl. haha... we went to 'seng siong' to buy our stuff for e BBq and overall, include e pit, we have spent $100 but it was worth e money, itink, cuz can get to see soo many of my darlins n friends mah...

dan we travel to east coast straight n we bought bubble tea frm each a cup opp PP, i must sae e peach smoothie was 'WOW!', very nice... when we reach our pit, we saw tgan sitting dere all alone, who ask him nt to pick up our calls, c lah have to wait alone... dan we just sit dwn, chat, takin pics, waitin for e rest to arrive... tk brought along his bro's blades, soo some of us oso play around with tat. i must sae gnag is really gd as a beginner lah, cuz he is quite gd in balancing. we wait n wait, finally, until 5+, 6, all of dem arrive and we start our BBQ...

it was e first tym i see all e gals doing e BBQing loh, our class guys hor, are getting mre and mre ungentlemen liao, dey lyk didnt help out at all loh, soo slack rite, dey just play deir soccer, dun lyk dem liao lah... btw, fana brin her BF along, tis is e first tym i see him, he quite ok lah, but duno why marcus sae he is plump, he look quite average size to mi leh. ok lah, aniwae, tis is e first tym i ate soo much durin a BBQ loh, cuz i kinda eatin n BBQin at e same tym.

after tat, we just hang around e pit and some of us still cont BBqin, cuz dere was still food left mah, some of e guys went to e mac to watch world cup. i oso went to e mac with hs, but we went dere for toilet lah, n on our way dere i saw my classmate 'solo ballz', i almost cant recognise him loh and neither can he recognise mi lah, cuz it kinda dark, sumre he was wearin a very gay outfit loh. we dan cont eatin n chatin and we sort of enjoy ourselves lah, i tink... dere was tis group of ppl hoh, came to take photos with some of us (gals), cuz it was a kinda of forefit or wat mah, but it was very kuku loh, cuz e guy was wearin a shirt saein dat he was sexy n we ned to agree with him. siao rite?

oh ya, we oso celebrated gang's bdae loh, cuz his bdae on e 19th mah, we bought a cheesecake for him sia, but he was very ke lian loh, he was made to take all e 17 candles out using his mouth, sumre, i did a very bad tink, i still smash e cake rite into his face. i tink i had did it to almost everybody when we were celebratin deir bdae loh. haha, am i a devil or wat...

dan e gals, again clear up e place, duno wat e world is becumin, e gals did all e tinks loh. aniwae, after tat we went home straight and some of e guys went to yongs's hse to watch e next 2 soccer matches, cuz i tink dey betin or wat bahx, among demselves... n tat's end our dae... oh mine, we just end our gatherin and i cant wait for e next class gatherin to cum liao. i must shout tis out loud again, " 4e2, I LOVE U! and i will always do...".

world cup...

2006-06-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

yeah... after waitin for 4 years, it's WORLD CUP again... yesterdae midnite was e first match, it was Germany VS Costa Rica, so, joe, sm, jeff, zf and mi went to e serangoon central mac to catch e excitment... there were crowds in e mac and after wonderin outside e mac for a long tym, we finally found a place to settle dwn and watch e match... e atmosphere was quite exciting cuz alot of audience mah dan feel lyk watchin live lyk tat, only tink iz e screen too small liao... there was this cool uncle, i tink is in his 60+ liao, he was watchin with a binoculars even though he iz only i tink 1 to 2 metres away frm e screen... so cool rite, earlier noe i oso bring one, so i could have a better oso...

finally, e match ended with e score 4 is to 2, Germany won! although it was quite expected, still e match was quite enjoyable lah... after tat, we went to my hse to play mahjong, cuz e nex match was nt very appealing... when, we reached my hse, jeff showed us some video clips on ' hard gay' which he sae was very popular in NYP. seriously rite, i dun tink it is very interesting, but ok lah, it was quite funny... dan, we started to play mahjong and joe was watching e 'green forest, my home' vcd. as tym pass, one by one, dey went to sleep, so, i oso went to sleep loh, cuz left only sm, joe and mi and we could do nth oso mah, sumore, joe was studyin loh...

after 2 hrs of sleep, i was woken up by my mum's loud vioce, and she went out to buy us breakfast... at tat tym, only mi, joe and sm were awake, so we play cards and waited for e 2 sleepy heads (jeff and zf) to wake up, i must sae, dey are reali pigs loh, can still cont to sleep even though we make so much noise... so, e 3 of us waited and waited and finally, we waited until 10am and we cant 'tahan' e hunger anymore and woke dem up for breakfast... my mum reali treat us lyk pigs loh, she bought alot of food loh, gt wanton mee, laksa, roti prata, dry mee, porridge and bread. she bought so much tat i tink all of us eat to our max. dan, joe suggested on playing mahjong again, so mi and sm accompany her to play, and for e 2 sleepy pigs rite, dey went to sleep again...after tat, we went to sing karaok at e serangoon cc, and tat ends e dae and i went home to sleep...

i woke up around 7 plus 8 and ate my dinner, after which, i camp in front e TV to watch e England soccer match, but, channel 5 dun have and i dun have cable TV, sianz... luckily, i am smart enough to look at other channels, haha, and guess wat, i found one indonesia channel showing e match. clever rite, ok lah, tink i ned to stop here le, cuz later at 3am there is still e Argentina match and i wana rest...

06/06/06

2006-06-07T00:23:00.000+08:00

while, ppl sae tat 2dae is e end of e world, opps! it was yesterdae liao, but still, i'm alive and kicking, sitting in my living rm and blog... actuali i wana blog earlier de, but my mei mei bought e "e green forest, my home" vcd and i cant stop watching it and finally i watch till nw... haha pro rite? can sit in front of e TV since 7pm. actuali i still wana continue watchin de, but dan i rmb i gt hw to pass up tml so i bo bian, muz stop watchin... oso i cant bear to watch e nex disc, cuz i c e 'xiao tian' so sad, i oso xin tong liao, so i decided to stop for e dae and do my things le...

oh, 2dae iz oso my friend jeff's bdae and we sort of went out to celebrate lah. although we just go out and eat nia, but still consider celebrate lah... we went to e sakae sushi at RVM to eat e lunch buffet and this is my very first tym eating it so i was quite excited... but, it turn out ok only leh, nt much of a surprise... a bit si wang sia but still i had eaten my filled till i tink i wun touch sushi for 1mth? aniwae, e food tat are nt so bad, some of dem are delicious... we ate 36++ plates in togethe bahx i tink, and dey sae lyk tat very 'lan' cuz usually dey can eat way mre dan that... but dan i tink we oso eat e mee, tat's why we will feel full faster... so, actuali we can eat alot wan...

e dae end almost lyk tat loh, and i didnt get to watch 'the omen' 2dae... sianz... actuali i wana to watch e show on 06/06/06 cuz i tink it is mre meaningful mah, but after eatin e lunch buffet already veri late liao and i tml gt sch,somemore i dun have money, so in e end i went hm watch vcd. nt bad lah, still gt vcd to watch, oh my! almost 1am liao, i ned to go 'chong' my hw le...

yeah! back to my home sweet home...

2006-06-02T14:24:00.000+08:00

yeah! after a few daes in e camp at old police acedamy, i finally return home yesterdae. i faster went to bathe, unpack my bags, throw those dirty clothes into the washing machine dan i went to sleep le, until this afternoon dan i wake up...

the camp start on mon, which was 29th of may. my mum fetch mi dere with joe, sm and jh. when we reach the place is like s bit 'ulu' loh, dan we went to the MPH for briefing and assigning of all our individual post... i was very sad, cuz mi and e few others was nt assign any post, hw can dey leave us out lyk tat? but aniwae, later, e few of us were given the duty of station masters... that's was hw e whole tink started...

dan, we were being brought to our bunk, it was sooo dirty and dusty loh, e matresses have yellow patches on them, every tink were so different from home, for a moment i tink i will feel homesick if i stay any longer. but, lucky for mi, i have my friends in the camp with mi, so i was feeling quite ok... we clean e bunk with a spoilt broom and laid e matresses on the floor as the girls had decided to sleep together.

after our lunch, the station masters have been assigned to their different group and discuss on hw are we going to set up our station games. we dan do a sort of try out, and the facilitators will act as e students and try out our game... e dae end lyk tat after dinner...

e next mornin, after our breakfast, all e station masters went to carry the tables and chairs to the canteen, and later around 9am, we help out with the registation of e secondary school kids from Orchird Park Secondary School... dan, while the facilitators bring e kids through their cssp training, we as station masters went to set up the game for e dae... e place which my group was given was a super 'ulu' place which was vacant for years... when we stepped inside,we smelt very strong stale air and e whole building was like a haunted house loh. but we had no choice and went in to set up e place for our game, our game required lots of tables and chairs cuz it was a senario of a building collasping and we need to set up 3 section, so we had to bring abt 40 tables and chairs from e canteen up e slope to the building.

after all those carrying and preparing, finally we finish setting up the place and after a while, the kids started cumin in their groups and try out our game. mi and my partner had each a different duty, my duty was to brief the students and hers was to bring the students to their place and start the game. after e whole afternoon, e whole tink have ended and all of us had worn out and joe, i tink she was nt use to the environment dere and she felt ill. at nite, i went to patrol with yh and dan went with e female facilitators to help collect all the students valubles from e female bunk.

e next morning, we woke up very early and went to e parade square and did morning exercise with the students... after breakfast, we went to e SMRT tinky, it was a training exercise which suppose to test our reaction during a terrorist attack, but e whole tink was so unreal tat i tink it was a kinda failed, aiyo, i felt so disappointed loh, i was kinda looking forward to it wan. haiz... when we came bach to e camp, we had less dan an hour to set up the station game for e kids, so i was kinda panic but jh and sm were lyk still fooling around which made mi felt kinda pissed but after tat, e whole tink went quite well, it was just that very hard to control the kids to nt play around with the 'wheelchairs'. dan we had a war game, which was e watetr bomb game. all e facilitators and station masters were in one group and we had to challenge with the e rest of the students in 3 different groups. i had alot of fun and my whole body was dripping wet after e whole game...

all of us went to have our dinner after tat and i started to feel unwell. i had headache and sunburn, sianz, tink i had stand under e sun for too long le bahx... so when e students were putting up e performance night, i did nt pay much attention. i finally endured my headaches till it was sleeping time, without much delay, i quickly went to bed... but nt even 1 hour or so, all of us were woken up and told tat there was an emergency and a few of e kids were missing, we went to evacuate all e students to e MPH within a short period of time, dan after patroling around e campsite and headcount, it turned out to be a false alarm... sianz, made mi had a shock, somemre i sooo tired and unwell and i was woken up by a stupid false alarm...

after around four hours of sleep, it was already e morning of e last dae of camp... we did nthing much just guide e students through carrying e tables and chairs back to their oridinary place and dan prepare to sent off e kids. after they had all left, we ate our lunch and went through a 1 hour debreifing before we were allow to be dismissed... when we were ready to leave e camp, we saw a small but poisonous snake outside e girl's toilet, we were amused by it and it started to rain heavily and all of us were stuck at e girl's bunk for abt 2 hours or so before we got out e police academy... dan i went home immediatly to replenish my sleep...

it's holidae!

2006-05-27T14:35:00.000+08:00

after slogin for so long, finally, its june holidae! but, tis holidae like... erm, i duno i dun have e kind of exciting feelin leh... cuz, almost like everydae need to go back to sch leh, dan from the last week of the holidae still have common tests, sianz... where is life? 2dae suppose to be e first dae of holidae loh, but wat do we have? a maths lecture test! and it is so bloody difficult loh, i thought matrices suppose to be a easy topic but tat's e question tat i duno hw to do... it contains 9 marks leh, so sian loh... tink overall sure fail de...

so after tat i went to cut my hair wif sm and jh to shorten my 'san qian fan nao si' cuz i tink it's a very gd way to distress... we went to e uncle jeff salon, but alot of ppl, so we go eat first... but onli i 1 person eat lah cuz they nt hungry... dan we went back to the salon, i was e first one to cut, next iz sm dan jh... i have a very 'nong nong' cut, tink take abt 45min? i nt sure but i sit on the chair until my butt a bit pain liao... i told the auntie to help mi change a new look and sae i dun wana have so much diff in the lenght, as in i still wana have long hair... but, guess wat? e auntie help mi cut short hair loh, ok lah nt sae very short but i tink it's 4 inches shorter loh, dan behind leave one tail, a bit funny rite? hiaz... my hair ah... i 'liu' for around 2 years so tat i have such long hair leh... so sad sia... :(

aiya, nvm lah, cut liao will grow again de mah, but i will have to wait loh...aniwae, juz nice lah, cuz i gt camp on e comin mon mah, dan can no ned so 'ma fan' cuz short hair easier to settle...but i nt quite look forward to e camp loh, cuz i sure will homesick de... i try before... sianz... somemre, my auntie just cum yesterdae loh dan will be so 'ma fan'... ok lah, end here liao lah, wana go take a nap le...

finally, i have some free tym... yeah!

2006-05-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

wa piang, soooo busy for e past few daes loh, busy until i have no tym to blog sia. everydae oso gt homework dan sonemre i usually will stack up homework till last min so i bo bian, ned to rush lyk hell. addin on to it, there is still project work! OMG, tat is e worst tink on earth sia, u will have to tin kon creative and workable idea to improve on singapore current development... it's lyk wat rite, i mean if there is any project which really can help singapore in its development in a certain area, e govt shld have thought about it liao rite? make us tink n slog lyk hell jus to tink on a idea dan later still ned to type out a proposal with lots of requirements... sianz... JC's life reali sux man...

ok, dun talk abt e unhappy tinks liao, i nan de can have tym to blog, of cuz must blog sometink happy lah... okok, first, let's talk about e class gatherin last sat, it can be consider quite fun lah, although many ppl didn't do but still we sort of have a great tym... we went to watch MI3, it kinda nice i must sae, but i didnt watch part 1 and 2 so i didnt reali understand e whole tink but overall it was ok lah, i even cry at e end when e wife was doing CPR for tom cruise... after tat, we went to eat pasta at 'pastamania' i hope i spell it correctly, although it is kinda of embarrassing but it is my first tym eatin dere! e food to mi was quite ok, but duno why, e guys sae they are nt nice and they had lots of leftover in e end n they play zhong ji mi ma... aiyo, hw can dey bear to waste such nice foods? dan, we went to play pool at marina sq... nt much of us went there cuz some of dem have to go hm early dan some went to play lan and tink lyk tat, so it left abt a handful of us went to play pool and spent quite alot of money... so... i am kinda broke for e rest of e month but nvm, i still gt my atm card. haha...

e rest of e week was filled will tutorials and assignments and blah blah blah... finally, todae cums... haha, i have waited for e past few daes for tis long long weekend... i thought tat i can finally enjoy! but sad to sae, i have e youth council training on tis cumin sat n sun. so... I WILL HAVE TO MISS MY WEEKENDS ENJOYIN AGAIN! this is reali reali tragic. but nvm, heard tat it will be quite fun so i am actuali lookin forward for it. okok, cum back to 2dae... we went to TM to buy mother's dae gifts and we walk for very very long before we bought our ideal gifts. jeff bought a bracelet which cost hundred over loh, wow he is so kuo qi, i tink i have nv spend so much on a present for all my life loh. dan mi, jh, jg n sm bought perfume for our mothers cuz we are quite budget. i choose for very long, dan i found one which suit my taste, it has fruit smell n it is nt very strong, it oso have sweet fragrance so i decided to buy it for my mum... cuz lyk tat i oso can use it sometym... hehe...

oh, i almost forget, 2dae we also went to " toys'araus " to play, it has lots of fun tinks n we have lots of fun... mi especially, i have nv have so much fun for a very long tym liao, all e little tinks there remind mi of my childhood... but rite, sometink very pai seh happen lah, when we were playin e toy swords rite, my GP tutor n phy lecturer happened to be there n dey saw everytink... aiyo... I WAS SO PAI SEH! i duno why so qiao will meet dem there noe, tampines leh, so far frm sr... wa lao, no face to face her liao lah... mon i saw her rite, she will sure laugh at mi wan... hw?

tons and tons of homework...

2006-04-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

sianz... have been slackin e past two weeks n all my homework have been stackin up in my room... die liao, tis long weekend will be unbearable i will be bury in books! ah..... wat to do? haiz, onli myself to blame, tink i am infected with e sleepy disease which make mi feel tired n sleepy all dae long... everytime when i wana get to work-study, i will feel lyk sleepin, so izzit just becuz i'm a lazy bum or i'm really infected with e weird disease? haha, obviously it will be e 1st wan lah...

oh... b4 i 4get, 2dae we have mass maths lecture and e lecturer is lyk wat lah, although he has bben our lecturer for e pass two lectures but 2dae i tink he iz a bit siao lah... he went through e notes very fast, so fast tat even we, mi n joe cant finish copyin. apart frm tat he oso skip questions loh, and i cant follow a single shit loh... in e end, he finish e lecture 15mins earlier, siao rite? why nt he go through e whole lecture slowly so tat we can understand? i dun tink he is even qualified to be a lecturer loh...

tink i goin to be so dead liao, nt only i dun understand maths, i oso dun understand physics n GP loh, tink i'm reali nt suitable in JC bahx... hw i wish i can left all these shitin work n studies apart, juz concentrate on my dreams... why muz all students suffer e same faith? parents juz duno hw much stress we r goin thru, haiz, tink i will suffer these 2 yrs bahx... but aniwae, 4get abt tis first, we will be celebratin my 'son' bdae on labour dae, tis cumin mon n i tink we will have lots to catch u with one another n have lots of fun...

my weekends...

2006-04-23T18:51:00.000+08:00

omg, so fast e weekend will be over soon... sianz, ned to go sch again liao... but nvm, at least tis weekend i did done somethings meaningful... on sat, i went to e library, actuali i suppose to meet sm n jh de but dey were late, very very late... so, i went to browse around myself. haiz... i have nv go out by myself b4, usually i will be with my frenz, but tink tat's hw it will be when every frenz around you go to different sch bahx... i have learn tat ppl ned to be independent at times when u grow up, u can nv frenz to accompany u in watever u do forever...

aniwae tat's nt e main tink lah, so i browse around the library i find some interesting bks, one of dem iz called ' life choiecs, life changes' although i have nt finish readin e bk but after e first chap, i have learn a lot... dan e rest of e dae, we have been wonderin around... we went to arcade and dan we go back to hougang to play pool... i muz sae i'm truly impressed by sm, he can use one token to clear all e stages in e shootin game, some ppl may tink it's nth but to mi it's like wow! i can nv do tat in my whole life... nevertheless, although jh had lost to sm in playin arcade games, but he iz quite gd in pool and win back all his face... haha... and tat ends mine dae...

2dae, aiyo.. i have been eatin n eatin lyk wat sia, i have nth to do either dan eat n sleep, so i decided to do spring cleanin, i have clear all e junk in my room n it has turn frm a garbage hus to a clean n nice bedrm... haha... impress bahx, i'm quite impress too... ok lah gt to stop here le, oh, b4 i end, a little secret to tel... tat is... "SM looks reali cool when he was playin arcade!" :p

it's getting better...

2006-04-21T22:12:00.001+08:00

yeah, after a long week, finally its friday and weekends will be fill with fun and no stress... haha, actuali, this week pass quite fast lah, maybe its becuz e relationship among our class get better le bahx, i dunno so time will pass faster loh... our class, ok lah tink mi and li mian only communicate with the rest of e class more after e dae miss ong had a talk with our class... she was right ab everything she sae to our class, our class is nt united and motivated enough, so after tat, we try to change and wrk for e better, ok lah nt reali but i tink dere iz a little effort put in lah...

at last we have decided wat cca we wana join after i tink 3 weeks... we decided to join e ccc, duno wat's e full name lah, n one of e main reason we choose tis cca is becuz it onli have activity every wed so, we can keep our fri afternoon free and go out to have fun... but, all of us ned to join e duno wat youth programme wat cost a bomb... joe n sm dey all get to pay but edusave, but i have to pay e full 2oo bucks by cash cuz i dun have enough money in my edusave... haiz...

well, e rest of e week went through quite well lah, nth special or tragic happen, and 2dae we even went for karaok, it still with e same gang of ppl, but tis tym, hui shan cum along with us... actuali i am glad tat she bother to cum out with us, cuz i'm scare tat after everyone of us go seperate ways, we will seldom or mayb nt cum out with each other anymre... it suppose to be a fun session, but tink we had too much slow songs and made mi feel kinda moody... all those love songs, although it nice and touching but they make mi tink of 'him' again... sianz... can omeone juz teach mi ways to forget a person, when u like someone its reali hard, hard to concentrate on e rest of e tinks around u and will oso make u very very emotional... haiz... wat shld i do? plz tel mi...

wat shld i do?

2006-04-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

i have been so busy recently tat i dun even have time to blog. everydae there will be tons and tons of work to be done... sianz... really hate e life in jc sia, hope that everything can be over soon and i dun have to be stress over e undone homework...

is nt tat i'm nt hardwrkin enough, i dun even understand a damn shit abt even dat was taught. for my physics test, although i did reali study, but in the end i still gt zero for my test, iz lyk wat e hell lah, i reali duno wat to do... i have 2 test cumin on tis mon but i tink i cant make it bahx, cuz i dun understand a single shit...

life iz reali terrible lah, i tink i cant stand it le... seein most of my ex-classmates goin to poly without any worries and stress, i reali envy dem... i shldn't have follow wat my parents sae, i shld be determine abt my choice n go to e poly, i reali regret but i can do nth nw... if onli i have one mre chance...

beside tis, i'm facin another problem, i tink i'm in love with a person recently... ok lah, nt recently, its lyk 2mths or so bahx... but i noe we r impossible de, but i juz can't get him off my mind. everytime i c him, i will have mre feelings for him... i have tried to forget him but i can't... he iz lyk i duno lah i tink i reali like him le... gosh, wat shld i do...

hiaz... gt to be separate with dem le...

2006-03-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

yesterdae we were being informed of which classes were posted to n we will be stayin togethe with e class for our two years JC life... n guess wat, none of my frenz was posted to e same as mi although all of us choose e same combi... nt onli tat, my class has 22 students, 19 boys n onli 3 girls, can u imagine?

aiyo, i reali dun wana be in a class lyk tat leh, sianz... tmln e dae after tml i will most prob have to stay in my class liao... dan i cant be with joe n SM dey all, i will again be in in a group which i noe noone, noone at all... its reali nt fair loh, SM get to be in e same class as 3 other bowenians n mi, one oso dun have...

tinkin of hw i am goin to survive in a brand new class of ppl reali make mi feel sianed. mayb its becuz i cant use to makin new frenz bahx, i dun noe, e feelin juz make mi dun wana go to sch... hope tat i will be able to get along with my new classmates n wun feel neglected n lonely...

zoo trip...

2006-03-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

after so many daes of lecture, todae i finally went out with my ex-classmates to e zoo! i know it sounds a bit stupid to go to e zoo at my age, but believe mi, it was fun... although i am tired over walking n e hot sun but i have reali enjoy myself n i have took lots n lots of photos...

we spent e whole afternoon dere n have almost visit all e animals in e zoo...we oso went to some animals show n wat i can sae was e animals are reali very well-trained n clever. of all e animals we saw, e ones i like most are e kangaroos, orang utans n e elephants... i tink dey are very cute, e orang utans even pose for mi to take their photos...

but dere is one tink bad abt e zoo, e food dere are so so so expensive, e drinks dere cost around $2.50 per bottle, it was double e price of other places... but wat to do, e sun iz so bloody hot n we have no other choice but to buy e drinks dere to quench our thirst. so after e whole dae, i have spent around 30 bucks, which was my whole week allowance... haiz, tink i have to advance my allowance frm my parents to survive thru e weekends...

last dae of orientation, its fun!

2006-03-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

finally, todae iz e last dae of e srjc orientation, but for e whole dae, our group only participate in one game and e rest of e dae iz all cheers n dances... sian... y can't we have mre games lyk yesterdae? i reali except mre for todae sia...

but nvm overall its was fun lah, i can sae... cuz i have quite alot of fun when i was playing e dog & bone and e college dance... e dog & bone game todae iz quite different frm e usual wan, e game ic will call num n e person being called will go n snatch e waterbombs n throw dem to e other team n e other team will have to try to dodge frm e waterbombs... it was reali fun sia, although our team lost cuz we r a bit slow, but still we enjoyed e game, n e best thing is, i nv gt hit... haha i pro rite?

dan, e college dance, tis tym i get to dance wif a gal, my groupmate, although we duno each other for a veri long tym, but, to mi, she iz lyk sumhw my gd frenz liao... we were so enthu puting our 101% in e dance thus, we had a lot of fun...

after a long dae, we finally sit dw as group n have our dinner together, e dinner taste reali bad, still, all of us ate lyk as if e food was fantastic, cuz we had a long n tiring dae eariler on... our ogl even ate 2 packets of food loh...

at last we had a "fiester" nite tinky to end e whole orientation, it iz put up by all e PL of different groups, every group will try to put in their so as to earn mre points for their group... i muz sae all e performances r very well done, dey had brought all of us lots of fun n entertainment... after all e performances, e result was annouced n my group, thebes, won e 3rd place, although it was nt e 1st but we are veri happy as we had alredy done our best... wa... gt to end nw liao cuz i'm reali tired n my throat iz sored after a whole dae of cheers....

ouch!

2006-03-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

todae iz my 3rd dae of orientation, so far, everything went on quite smoothly and we are confrimin our subjects combi by tml, n i will be takin maths, phy, chem and econs as h1... for tis period, dere are talks n dance everydae, especially e mass dance, it iz makin my whole body achin for muscle ache...

well, mayb iz bcuz i have seldom, ok lah, almost nv done any exercise for e past 3 mths, tat why my body will ache over some simple stretchin... haiz, muz reali start to train my body liao... tml will be games, i wish tat dey will be juz simple games cuz my i tink my body will still be achin by then... hope tat i will enjoy e activities tml...

first dae

2006-03-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

haiz... todae iz my first dae of school, its full of sianz, sianz and sianz... nt in e same griup as my frenz, e whole dae iz filled with talk, talk, talk, ok lah, dere iz still dance n u noe cheers n everything, but facing all e new faces, i reali nt use to it...

but e OGL of my group quite gd lah, he wun sabo us, e freshmen... haiz, hope tat i will make mre frenz on e way, so i wun be so sianed for e one week orientation... i did make some new frenz todae and dey r cool... but i reali dun lyk e duno anywan feelings, hope tml will be a better dae bahx...

excited & yet scary..

2006-03-05T19:41:00.000+08:00

tml is e beginning of my brand new life... i was posted to srjc and have to report to school tml... wow! tat's fast man, i juz can't imagine wat my life will be once i enter jc... most of my frenz are still slackin around, waitin for their enrolment to poly, oh... hw i wish i can be lyk dem, slackin around doing watever dey wan...

haiz... once i enter jc i will have to "chiong" all e way in order to enter uni, sianz... tat will be sooooo tough, luckily i have joe n wendy accompany mi, so i tink life will nt be so bad bah... but i still feel e sense of sadness surroundin mi, cuz frm tml onwards i will have very little time to be with my exclassmates as most of us will go seperate ways... my.. i will surely miss dem de...

at e same tym i oso feel excited, cuz i will be in a new environment, meetin new ppl and learnin new things. but tink it will be quite scary too, cuz all around mi will be total strangers execpt for joe and wendy... god... can't tink wat will it be when i step into e school tml mornin... wish tat i will get use to e new environment soon...

first time

2006-03-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

wow! can't believe i had create my blog... really unbelievable sia! nw let's start blogging...

todae i'm feeling kinda shit cuz we are getting our posting results tomorrow, or shld i sae todae?
sianz... after tat all of us, e 4e2rians will go our separate ways, we wun be able to hang out everydae lyk we do in e past... life will nt be e same on this cumin mon, e environment,e ppl, nth will be e same, nth...

if joe n myself doesn't get into e same school, dan i will be totally alone in a different world, oh my... tat will be sooooo scary... sianz... well, forget ab this 1st if i continue writing, i will sure cry de.

let's write ab something happy, todae i went to awwa lyk i do everydae n e kids dere r still as cute as dey do, but todae something hapened which made mi filled with happiness n comfort, one of e kids kiss mi on e cheek! at tat moment, my heart melted, it was so sweet n it made my dae filled with warm. god i will really miss dem which i start schooling...

haiz, y muz i continue schooling? hw i wish i can be free n do watever i like, continue staying with e kids n sometimes hanging out with my frenz...